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I heard from my guardians about three years ago. I was troubled about my home life. They said in the future, not when though I would be given a new home, a white one, something I could handle and pay for. I kept this secret and did not tell anyone. I knew in my town it was a long shot. More than a long shot. Next to impossible. The housing market wants a deposit, application fee, and then the rent, then the bill payments. So, I thought its a waiting game. I waited and I waited. Thought it would never happen to me.

Today I am out walking to the store, end of the month, low on money not feeling too hot in the stomach. I just got my new baphomet ring and so I am wearing it, and there is my landlord. He was talking to a client in one of the houses he owns. He asked me how I was, and I turned my ring around, and told him I was ok. He asked me if I was gonna be the next to move out and get my own place. I replied “I wish! I wish that was true.” He said “well I can make it happen for you. You can pay me rent a nice one bedroom and if you like you can even buy it from me in the future.”

Now before you jump to the conclusion, that he’s coming on to me. He’s not like that. He is married..and just not that way. I’ve known this man almost seven years now. Wow, I thought, just wow.
It was pure chance I decided to go to the store in the hood as well, well slight hood.

Then I thought about writing something about it on here about faith. My friends don’t understand because (well their not really friends) but they don’t get how I am a satanist and how I can still talk about faith like Christians do, see I choose to not hate Christians because I am Satanist. Unless you treat me like shit because of your fear. Like what happened with Rushton’s Hope about two years ago. But then again they were on crack. Just cause I wear a few rings about myself does not mean I am a hateful, rebelling child. I am not going to affront someone and be like hail satan because its a rebellious thing too do. Satanists can believe in ascension too. It’s not forbidden because only “deep people like those attracted to satan” can ascend. I am a supremacist also but don’t go about being a hateful snot to others who may be beneath me. People are like “she’s not right in the head” or “she says this to get attention” when they really do not understand what true Satanist or spiritualists are. Its always about getting something, getting power, getting ability, trying to steal it from someone and that is fear, insecurity, jealousy.
That is not what being a Satanist is, its about the selfless Self. Walking alone. Going through trials to build attributes. Not hate. Not afront to the Christian world. I mean if you are nice I am nice. If you treat me well, I will treat you well. You try to get up on me and act a fool, I am bustin’ that ass.

Magickians just want to make others feel like they can take shit from someone. That is not the code of the brotherhood of anything. That is you being a pussy arsed bitch. That is not a magickian. Not a shaman or a pagan or a witch. It’s not a satanist thing either. True ability that means it wanes and flows. If its taken care of.

— Ana Massien

The Coming Year 2019

2019 is going to be a year of upheaval for a lot of people who just “can’t get it through their heads”. If you have an issue with new forward thinking, just zone out now it’s not going to be your year.

If you study numerology (not numberlogy) :

Numerology is any belief in the divine or mystical relationship between a number and one or more coinciding events. It is also the study of the numerical value of the letters in words, names, and ideas. It is often associated with the paranormal, alongside astrology and similar divinatory arts. Wikipedia

2+0+1+9 = 12 and 1+2=3 Three being a together kind of number and 12 being a singular kind of number. Three can indicate family life will progress in any form, good or distant, or a breaking down of this. Reconditioning states that families are an end thing – they are on the out – beings want to do more than just be a fuck post or brood mare. Women and men are tired at the end of the race they’ve led with one another. A friend said “you can’t just tell people family traditions and marriage is ending” but this is part of my spiritual journey and what I teach and so why can’t I? We’re not here for this. We are here for other purpose. The number 12 is the number of sovereignity. It means, “I can handle myself for myself and just me.”

However star people did not create the current calender, with years in a.d. that keeps record of time. WE have a much simpler version of time keeping we just live it. Numerology was not created until people wanted to know what a particular number meant. It like astrology is not correct and you should not put much emphasis on it or your age, birthdate or birth chart or natal chart. What if you grew up thinking your birthdate was in June and you literally learned in your 50’s you were adopted and we 4 years older than what you actually believed and you were actually born in May? Would you feel strange for being one sign for a majority of years and then all a sudden want to be a Taurus or Gemini?

You are supposed to live life as calmly as is needed. Take no action into what others do, think or feel, how they live and or their traditions. You follow only your star codes.


Prejudices & Ascension

I want to speak and touch a little on Prejudices and Ascension. Most people think if you are truly ascended, you won’t hate anything. This is not what prejudice is, Prejudice without Ego and Pride within it is not hate, it’s preferences. What you prefer.

But if I tell you right now I don’t hold conversations in chat rooms with black men or Indian men or anyone other than white men, you will say I am Prejudiced and no way I am ascended because I prefer to only speak with white men.

I don’t hate African Americans. Some of my best female friends are African American. But African Americans carry their own selves in a different way – they have a different culture and their men still think that everything on the green earth belongs to them or they have the right to it. They do not. I do not go with men outside my race.

Now when I say I don’t speak to black or indian men in a chat room, most men get on chat rooms and lines because they want to find a woman to sleep with, fuck to be blunt or have relations with. Most aren’t looking for friendships or just chatting. Well, I don’t hook up in chat rooms either, with anyone. This is not something I am into. I am not suggestive. I am not going to hear the words “screw, ass, p*ssy or d*ck” and get turned on. I am a mature woman, I am in my 40’s. I like physical contact much like anyone else, but not from african americans, not from Indian or pakistani or anyone from spain or anything like this.

Ascension is like a cleanser – it strips your body and spirit of gunk like bad relationship choices and the “fat” or clutter in your life that leads you to think of making bad choices for the whole of your life. It reaffirms things you need to stay away from and builds up your strong mentality as well as assets of your being. Most people are willing to hook up with any man because they think different races can love them more deeper and they have a lack of virtue, I was prejudiced in choices of race before ascension, and ascension only made this more stronger for me. But where I was hateful before now I am Calm. I do not hate them, but I dislike allot of the way they carry themselves, and I dislike it when men period, black, white, blue or green think I am their property and they can just get inside me and do their thing. No, son it doesn’t work that way. This dislike is a total turn off, when people think I can be their “shawty” or their “boo” and they indicate that they think of women, any woman as their “possession” and Nooooooo.

Men have to earn me. If you want me in your life you have to show me you virtue me. You treasure our time together. You are strengthened by my friendship and you give of yourself freely with me. I am not, nor is anyone else my possession. I am not going to chase a partner and I don’t expect to run or have him chase me up a hill in order to make time (or down it) everything must be equal and mutual and friendly as well as passionate if we are there at that point.

I am not sorry I respect myself or my future mate by not sleeping or chatting with or being a nasty girl or being with disrespectful people of a different race. It’s ok to have a preference and prefer white men over black men or any other men. It’s not racist to say “I prefer not to chat with blacks or Indian men”. I know who my soul mate(s) is we do speak and we get along really well, so if you were hoping to be the one to degrade me and take me from him or even myself then well you should rethink your own shit buddy.

I am very aware of false darkness having a problem with the truth, and having had women come after them and come  after me and others as well…no thanks. I don’t think you are looking past the night. I am looking long range.

You Can be ascended, strong and Racist – Or Thracist – where you are aware of your Preferences and if it just goes against everyone’s grain then it does. Don’t talk to me at all. Won’t work. I have been “alive” for well over 38 Million years as a spirit being. I have never gone outside my race which is white. I have been sexual with other species in my past but I have never been outside my skin color, nor have I ever been raped by a different skin color or forced. People have tried but they died real quick. I am very good with self defense now and even then.

I have never been another skin color other than white and I have always been female, even though I am asexual in energy and can feel either male or female or neither to a person who is sensitive to energies.

Preference is different than hate. Now if I were to walk up to a black man irl and say “Don’t speak to me! You “Insert ugly name or word”. Then this is hatred and I am not mature at all, as I do have African American men I do speak with, like my landlord, and a few friends, but my landlord is married and not hitting on me, and my few black male friends are either gay or not interested in me and know I don’t go outside my race. But on chat rooms, they always approach me in the same method and I always block them because I don’t care to know who they are. You have a certain tone and I respect myself, f —you and I am done with it. I have asked my ascension guides and even angels and other channels how to feel about racism on Earth and different races, and my guides always inform me to keep to my own race. I am designed this way for a reason so I must honor and strengthen the values my DNA and GOD has given me.

If you are a African American, ask yourself why do you have to pursue white women? Why do you want to be in an interracial relationship? Is love really truly love? Is it lust only? Why be with an African American woman if you are a white man? Because people think different races, different methods of loving or sexual gratification. I am not curious. People want to truly be loved. This is why some people become gay or bisexual, they believe only another woman or another man can please or love them the way they want to be loved which is often a mental handicap and repression on their part, in which they think only the same sex can love or be controlled or control them the way they think they ought to be handled.

True companionship is not about taking care of someone like a mother to a child or father to a child but as equal partner with one another. It is not about handling someone like a dom or a slave. It is not about being manacled or handled. It’s both sub and dom. It’s open and its clean. It’s not taboo or dirty. People also with a lower IQ because they view sex as a perverse act to humiliate others, think of women as a lesser role because their not sure how to be with someone so they seek to humiliate the woman or man because their uncomfortable themselves. If they can humiliate the stronger partner they feel better about being lesser. It does not help though and these people are not good lovers or partners. Leave them alone and let them be alone, as this creates a very negative living atmosphere.

Love should be sacred. It should redefine your every moment with one another, taking you both higher in and out of the bedroom. It’s about being a compliment to someone rather than a lesson or a toilet bowl massacre. If you can’t love sacredly, or even lust sacredly, then if you can’t be open and ready for whatever lesson it is for you, don’t continue in this direction. You’ll both regret it. Define your actions together and apart. Tell them what you want from this companionship and work towards a goal, when you reach the goal then redefine the friendship or relationship further. Decide if you want to continue or cast off by yourself. You don’t have to stay with anyone if it isn’t working. Just because Your friends Bob and Harriet have been together for 27 years does not mean you and Lauren are meant to be as well.

By it’s not working, I don’t mean arguing like cats and dogs. I mean just in general, If its great, been great but its not the best thing, if it doesn’t have to be then that’s great. But if you want to get back out there at 40 or even 50 sky is the limit. Even if you have kids together. You don’t have to stay together just because you were together when you got pregnant. Have the kids and move on down the road. The kids will thank you for it in the long run. Don’t want the kids? Let them hang with the father or discuss adoption. Giving them up is not the end of the world. The Kids may also thank you again one day for giving them a difference choice. People stay together out of habit, and ego. Well, if I am not supportive my rep will be ruined — you don’t have to be supportive and stay together. You have to do what is right for you.

This is why I have a Preference. If I don’t respect me — who will?

I am not trying to make a connection — they are.

That’s my other gripe as well, men assume all women need to have kids and a family by their 30’s the mid’s at least, because if you don’t — you aren’t successful at life. I have a black male friend, we will call him ernie, because he’s like ernie from Bert and Ernie. But anyway, he’s gay. He does not know that I know he’s gay. Anyway, one day he stated all women should be pregnant by men by their mid 30’s because they will be more successful at life if that is what they did. My preference method kicked me in the leg at this point. See? Even the gay Black men are weird as shit when it comes to what a woman should and should not do. I kept my mouth shut that day. But he literally believes every woman should get pregnant. This man is a shit head idiot. Women DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE KIDS. They will be just as successful with, or without kids. I think he was hinting that I should have more kids. I had a kid. She was adopted by someone else. I do not need or want more kids. Which indicates he has no kids and as I was looking at his thoughts — as I am telepathic this is when I realized this dude’s gay. As he never saw himself having kids with a woman, because that was gross. But even though its’ gross to him, he literally believes every other man should have the rights to women to get them pregnant, because he fears a shortage of people on the Earth by his thoughts. Like you have to have kids if you are straight because you have to do your job.

What the Fuck? I mean I literally have to say this. It is not a woman’s job to have a baby. It’s not a woman’s job to be straight and be married. It is not a woman’s job to get right and be with a man and do that. WTF! I mean, he’s gay why isn’t he doing his job? This is not our duty. This is not our birth right.

It is also not a woman’s job to marry or be with anyone and be controlled by her husband. Like I am some freak on a leash. *Has picture of me being controlled by some bastard like I can’t be free in my head* The earth exploded. Oops. My bad everyone. *snirk* This is why I have this preference and praise god. If you give people an inch those motherf*ckers believe they can ice skate.

Guys, I am single I just want you to know I have failed at life in the old regime! Hell yeah. *burns my job duty and “birth right”*  I am 41, an old maid and look like I am 14 still. Hell yeah.

*Braies at the idea of living in this man’s world* lol

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Ascension is “The Way” Religion is not.

People are so ready to be caught up in the air and go some place mystical that they will believe just about anything you tell them – as long as their not going to die and its not going to hurt – and they will still know themselves afterward and be changed forever – people will believe anything and follow it. Join it, and applaud it’s message.

There is no end just scenerio where some God comes back and holds everyone to their busom and tells them its time to go home, has a space ship arrive and sends them all up in energy form to experience a new time in heaven. The Earth is the wild garden. This is your afterlife. This is your heaven, or your hell. What you make of your life is your consequence, It is your heaven or your hell or paradise.

You nor I will be going no where else, unless you die and you pass into another realm some place else where you become young again, reincarnate again or don’t know anything because you are done. Your time has ended. It can be sad to think of ending. I have had several aspects in younger forms, die on me, die around me, die in a special place sacred to us both, and it is always good to see them at rest. Sometimes they die and continue in energy form, and sometimes its over. Their gone. They are a memory. It is done. I can not tell you how much a release and a relief it is to let go, be nothing and be gone, either as a being that continues or is just done. This is apart of ascension, letting go and being at rest without a journey or a need to be or continue. You have to be ready to accept the end when it comes and when it is delivered. Your time may come again because you can be an endless spirit, or you may rest now and not come back into being.

The Christian religion is about a man who walked with people who did not understand him. They made the bible after he died. He did not preach from the text and he did not read it to his apostles. He was very misunderstood by himself even and the people he associated with. Never did he say at any time to give their souls to him so he could make them new. This is spiritism and all priestly sects of the bible warn against spiritism, and is some way correct when warning about spiritisms. Therefore, “Christ” did not advise his followers to do this. This was created later and is a false representation of his work.

Satanism from LaVey follows suit, states that Satan is their God and giving him your soul makes you like him. Satan is also not a Christian or Hebrewish Deity, he supposedly a watcher and angel from the Old Testament. What has been written by Solomon who professed to be a wizard of sorts at that time, who was also not right in the head, wrote things about Satan and alchemy that is not true of feasible or true. Both Christianity and LaVey satanism are “organized religions” One by the Church and One by Lavey or the Church of Satan. However the part where you give satan your soul to make you like him is incorrect.

Atheism and Satan[edit]

LaVey was an atheist, rejecting the existence of all gods.[32] LaVey and his Church do not espouse a belief in Satan as an entity who literally exists,[33] and LaVey did not encourage the worship of Satan as a deity.[34] Instead, the use of Satan as a central figure is intentionally symbolic.[35] LaVey sought to cement his belief system within the secularist world-view that derived from natural science, thus providing him with an atheistic basis with which to criticize Christianity and other supernaturalist beliefs.[36]He legitimized his religion by highlighting what he claimed was its rational nature, contrasting this with what he saw as the supernaturalist irrationality of established religions.[37] He defined Satanism as “a secular philosophy of rationalism and self-preservation (natural law, animal state), giftwrapping these ideas in religious trappings to add to their appeal.”[38] In this way, LaVeyan Satanism has been described as an “antireligious religion” by van Luijk.[39] LaVey did not believe in any afterlife.[40]

From the wikipedia above on LaVeyian Satanism:

However the Christian religion and any religion that believes Gods’ coming back to save us and take us elsewhere is a hoax. It says in Revelation he will appear and Come back but to judge the dead and the non repenting peoples of the Earth. Does not mention we are going anywhere.

It’s a nice thought to lead a fufilling and good life, but you should want to do this anyway.


#christianity, #experiences, #hoaxs, #life, #past, #religions, #scams

A little explaining ” Light codes” “ascension” “grids”

When the ascension movement became popular over a decade ago, the ground work was simple, you listened to evolutionary music and if you were ascension bound, you would sweat, your heartbeat sped up, or slowed down, and you received some sort of knowledge or wisdom from the guides, or your angels or whatever assistance you believe you had at that time. I was one of these people, and the way the heart sped up and slowed down is different than if one ran to the store and came home and rested. I was sitting in a chair at my computer and not expecting anything at all to happen. The music, from shapeshifter which was visionary music was calm, and would not cause the heart to speed up from tempo or shocking crashing sound or anything like this and it was not an expectation, like I expect to ascend because I am listening to this.

To sweat when listening to calming music, dna or sleep sounds or any other relaxing sound or mindful music is to release the old, and experience the new. It is just something your energy form knows how to emit, and knows how to submit to the practice. I am still able to do it today as well. When I am bombarded with lost feelings of a familiar place, I also sweat, heart speeds up a little, and as I cry (as I am a crier) I experience joy and release through my throat, heart chakras out through my stomach chakra and back in again through the stomach or base/root chakra. Back in the day the solar plexus chakra also moved and vibrated allot as I let go of a lot of repetitive memory and pain from my past and my past lives.

When women have hot flashes, it is not always menopausal related, of course menopause is often misunderstood and is not the death of a woman’s body or mind or spirit, it is the birth of a new age body and form and spirit, when they sweat they release the old imprints of their lives, and when they hot flush as well (which are not pleasant) it is to warn them they are about something they should not be around or someone, and as soon as they release the environment these flushes normally go away. They may come back as flushing is also a way to cleanse the skin of a woman’s form, to rid of toxins or buildup of feelings she has yet to release.

There is a difference in the way spiritual energy flows and physical energy manifests. If one exercises or runs – one knows we sweat, our heart beat excels and we turn red from exertion in the face and the form as we work on fitness. There is no spiritual connection found in the physical , except perhaps in yoga and even then, limited. In the spiritual manifest we feel connected to Source energy when we are in the Light or even in the Dark or shadow as Source is also both, we feel loved, cherished and prepared for. Least I do. We cry and we release, we heat up receive these transmissions. These are known as Light codes. They can not be seen only felt. They feel like a transmission passing over the head or the form or spirit body. It connects to us and protects us in our daily lives. It tells us how to prepare for the next part of our energy journey.

Ascension is an energy process in which we stop living a dead life and start being more alive than ever, even if we live in a transmutal area or state, we are still more aware and are joined with our past lives and past selves as we prepare to be immortal or longed lived on the planet for quite some to come. Not everyone can ascend which is unfortunate, so they are unhappy and want to bring down the experience for others. You will be taken care of regardless if you are in control of yourself or not. It is not Salian fault that Saphians (Homosaphians) can not ascend. You can live a good life and any time you wish to quit it, say In a positive tone outloud “I am tired. I would like to stop incarnating now.” Don’t worry if you think you are not heard you have been heard and you will be seen too. In the beginning a decade ago not everyone was aware of who could and could not ascend, we thought everyone could at one point or the other. You have to have specific genes and dna to ascend just as you do to incarnate. Most “Seeds” think this is their first humanoid experience on this planet. They do not have sacred dna that genetically imprints on their being where they come from and where their going. You should not worry about this and live your life fully to the fullest now. That is your message and song. Don’t worry about then or what you may be, if you are anything its treasure to be opened in the present. That is why its called the Gift. To quote the nice turtle shaman from Kung fu Panda 1. Another thing is we get so caught up in what we have done, where we have been, we don’t focus on the Now. The Now is the most important moment. You are the realization that we are in a grand new time and era of the star culture history. Be your being. Be the Light or the shadow you believe you need to be. Practice and meditate. Don’t worry. Don’t stress. You can control nothing no more than you ever could about your past. It does not matter, no one is judging you.

Another thing is blogs often talk about how starseeds get transmissions. This is not true. Those who get transmissions are already pure energy, so they can transmute. They can also Lasmute and Pasmute on their own. They would know more after this transmission was received so they would be upgraded and know where they’ve been and where they’re going. What the purpose is and so on. There is not a term for star seed in any star language. Other than Nephilim and they are not good beings. Stealers, haters, theives, freaks, sodomy people, pedophiles, defilers, and unclean people. How could you want to be a seed or an egg, in a star? This is not physical possible, the egg or seed would explode. This is not spiritual possible – spirituality can not make an egg hatch or a seed bloom. It takes the egg being sat on by its mother or it takes water and dirt if the seed is planted. It is a natural process, and is not genetics. Star seeds are mortals. They believe they are like us and want to be like us to fit in with us and be liked and well received. Just like any peer pressure group or any other group with social anxiety disorder and depression.

Grids are tables or energy grids that raise a vibration of a certain area. The Grid is charged with raised energy or transmission of codes and is carried into an area. These codes transmute daily needs to the star kin (not seeds but Annunaki) who are naturally themselves and aligned with Source and so on.

Don’t be swayed by false light workers and false blogs. They just want attention and most all are selling some false product or pushing some fake social community.

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It’s a new “year” Time for Spiritual/Spiritful Attack


One of my “friends” created a new starseed community. I am not a starseed but I figured other light workers would be there, and it may prove useful to make some new contacts with people who write like I do. Well, this was a no no thought and let’s just say I left quickly. If you want details you can see so here: LINK

Anyway, I want to elaborate on why I channel emissions and why I write about ascension, ridding the ego, reconditioning and such more: I don’t want people to feel lost.

I have been there before with out a guide, without knowing what was to happen, and I feel like my blog helps you or someone else figure out what’s new, what’s going on, what’s going to happen, how we can cope and how we can prepare. Lots figure its because I want to be famous, or be well liked or known. That is not the purpose of Light working. The purpose of light working is selflessness. It is being a servant to humanity and a light to the world. Famous needs and being greedy and being well known is EGO. Ego can not ascend anyone or place, it is not a sacred energy. It is a hateful, awful, emotional driven animal that takes, and hurts, and wants, and consumes and devours you and anyone standing in its path. It does not care what it hurts. It is here to ruin you and your lives. That is why I shared my ego and higher vibration post with these people and that community – and the members quickly picked it apart for what they thought it meant, what they think it meant, and how it did not apply to them, because we have ego and we use it to manifest our dreams. No, we have will, and we use will to manifest a good reality, not ego! Ego daydreams and wittles away possibility. The Will within creates and sustains our reality, things we want to do, things we wish to achieve and work towards. That’s not ego. Ego shreds identities. But I am wrong.

When one is ascended, and reunited with their energy forms (Yes plural) one can understand what is happening for these star seed people. They believe they are 3D formed human bodies who believe they come from some place else in energy and have come here to endure a human body existence, but don’t know why, how or how they got here or where they came from, or why their here.

Anyone on the “team”, knows why they’re here, what we will aid in, how we will help, what is coming, what is going on currently, and how to help others prepare. These seeds just want to fit in, and are just experiencing Social Anxiety Disorder as they don’t fit well with where they are, as they are not living very realistically with themselves. Any otherkin, vampyre, non human or “salian” being or entity also suffers the same SAD. It’s the same thing teens go through into puberty and early adult hood. Social Anxiety Disorder is very common and effects at least 3 Million people across the world today. IF there is that many left. In 2013, at least 3.3 Million people experienced moderate Social Anxiety Disorder and also Panic or nervous disorder/attacks. I am a sufferer myself and am on medicine for the rest of my life because of this. I don’t like loud people, I don’t like large crowds, I don’t like really dark clubs and night places. I don’t even like street lights and parking lots sometimes. I don’t like low key eateries and really quiet places. If alcohol and drugs could be present I am not there. I could care less. I am going home to my room and I am chilling online with music til I want to go to bed. I am not kidding you.

Another reason as is discussed elsewhere on the link, Elshara/Shane etc want to ruin whatever good representation they believe me to have. I am known as a teacher, leader of communities and groups. Their jealous and insecure. I do not know how to help these people move on with their notions. So I take my attention away from them. I like to write about Galactic races and dna and evolution now and prepare people for the next stages. It also helps me prepare. I have many speakers who have spoken through me, I am a channel. I am also one of the channels. I work with the Ashtar Ground Crew (not the website, this is just another one of Elshara’s//Josh Obrians/Benarion’s ning 2.0 networks) and the Annunaki order as well as the Lyran Subtergriant(e) which sounds very interesting which is our own ground crew, and I work with Nesara/Thesara/Esara crews.

That is right, Elshara is also Ben Arion of which started out on Oxwall software. I am seeing a trend, upon finding this site, I invited him to ning (I am sorry people I didn’t know) and here we are today with his site also on socibd (but he was there before I was). I don’t dislike Elshara or hate him or his admin team, they do their websites a certain way and I did not volunteer to help, he just admin’ed me for no reason. But anyway I disgress. People think I have my life all together, I poop gold roses and Its smells good to me and I never break a sweat or do anything wrong or embarassing. Which this is also failed ego and it assumes my life is better and I never do anything wrong. Life is not about being better – another ego  problem – its about being sustainable. My life is sustainable for me, because it has to be. I have a crappy apartment, I have good food to eat, I have clothing, I have heat and medicines, which I have to take. I am not 100% happy with everything currently but I am at least 76% happy day to day with my life. Being ascended is about being honest with one’s self and about being humble and happy with what we have regardless what we don’t have. I have everything I need to survive well every day of life, every need is taken care of. There are days when I am sick and I have problems with my “earthly form” because of energies I am around (like them for instance they make a girl feel sick and sucky), and I have my disabilities which are RA and Fibro, and Bursitis in my shoulder, and bad teeth (which I cause myself, hahahaha! rolls eyes) and my vertigo sickness, travel sickness and motion sickness and a few other things I don’t need to go into. I suffer, and there is no cure. I try not to complain and use my ascension to make me feel better and I can self heal sometimes and do energy tune ups and balances and things and I work and meditate allot with my medicines and other things, so I am not a perfect non human and I am not trying to be. I am SUSTAINABLE. I SUSTAIN. THAT IS ALL I NEED TO DO IS CO EXIST WELL. THIS IS WHAT LIFE IS, BEING WELL ENOUGH TO ENJOY ENOUGH TO BE ENOUGH.

They are having trouble letting go of the old conditions of our beings and world. They can not complete, they can not commute. They are self quit.

#bonds, #communication, #defense, #ending-bad-relations-and-friendships, #fakes, #healing, #new-life, #past, #spiritual-attacks, #they-are-fail, #wellness

How to get rid of toxic friendships nicely

We all have been through it, we have made a not so friendly friendship with someone. They either lie about their entire life or parts of it, or just generally treat others like shit or you or themselves.

How do we do this tactfully and nicely?

“It has come to my attention that you really are not a good friend. I have thought about ways to talk to you about this and I just have not come up with a good solution. I prefer we take a break from one another for a little while to see if it helps.” May be a good solution. If they come back at you with what did I do specifically? Never answer this question, just say: “I would rather not discuss it. This is something I am doing for my integrity and for my quality of life or living well.” Thank them for their friendship — even if it has not been good, and depart. Block their phone calls, delete their email address, do whatever it takes for you not be about your toxic friend.

THEY know what they do, and them asking about their behavior is to find out what works and drives people away from them so they can do it some more to people. Ignoring this problem will make the problem worse. Nip it when you first notice it.

These people know they have insecurities, and want to project them onto you thinking it will leave them entirely when it never will. They think they are a glass half full or empty and if they project it on to someone else they will be complete or full, and the other person will now be void when they are complete. It’s a bit like energy drain from a narcissist or wet blanket negative person. Not a vampire like issue, but just a negative person all together. Using metals like copper and silver in jewelry as well as reflective stones and gems like jade or malachite in jewelry as well as turquoise will have a positive effect on you and them and will create more lasting friendships. Tiger’s eye and amber is also good for making the negative bounce back, as well as wearing floral scents of sage and citrus.

#friendships, #getting-rid-of-bad-friendships-tactfully-and-nicely, #life, #new-you, #relationships

How to Android Part #2

This time we are going to instruct you on how to creep on someone or how not to answer that call from that particular someone.


  1. Go to Contacts.
  2. Go to that Person’s Name.
  3. Click their picture or where the picture is to be filled in. (Take a picture and upload it under their phone number and name for a picture of the person)
  4. You’ll see person’s name and a little picture of a person. Click that icon.
  5. Up pops another screen with their contact information and the share, edit or Three Vertical Dots button. Click the Three dots in a vertical line.
  6. You’ll see two magical items here: Compose a Voice Message and “ALL CALLS TO VOICEMAIL”.  Now when they call you its going to your voice mail. Choosing Compose a Voice message is a way to personalize your greeting for them to hear when they call, so you can have a different voice message for them than you do for the voice mail box of your phone. (Android you are the thing!)

You can also choose “personalize ring tone for this individual”. This lets you know when so and so is calling, just in case you want to answer their call and not have it go to voice mail yet.



#android-hacks, #communication, #how-to-android, #i-didnt-know-i-could-do-that, #life, #relationships, #screen-your-calls, #straight-to-voice-mail-my-friends, #voice-mail, #wow

How to Android (Life Hacks)

Many people do not know how to clean their android tablets or phones. I shit you not.

Someone thought I was lying when I told him how to clear his cache. (My what? lol)

He literally got angry because he swore I was making fun of him.

  1. Go to Settings in your menu.
  2. Scroll down and click on Apps.
  3. Under Apps you will see a list of downloaded, running, all and disabled.
  4. Under Downloaded, click each app, and it will open to a setting itself.
  5. Delete the cache as well as the manage area (Clear Data)
  6. It will not delete anything important. If it does it will just reauth you when you log in on the app again. (it will come back from the abyss graveyard)
  7. Make sure you do this at least twice a week or so, because your phone is a mini computer and just like your laptop or desktop you need to defrag or delete mb used by or stored by apps. 🙂
  8. Download from google store (google play) The app Clean Cache. This will auto help you delete some things from your phone periodically.


Launcher Problems (You know the weather/time part of the home screen)Hola-Launcher-For-Android


Say you are on the phone and your launcher quits working. You go under settings but don’t see it listed. Where the 182yew8ywe! is it? It is under ALL APPS, Go to settings, apps and then scroll over from downloaded to ALL. Look for the launcher and clear its cache too. OR it will quit working and it will drive you shoop stupid. You can also install different launchers from the google play store if you do not like the current one.

Disabling things you don’t need or want if you can’t delete it:

Sometimes your provider, in my case qlink , installs things we wish they wouldn’t. You  can go to settings and apps and disable these. WARNING: Do not ever disable your Google+ settings app, because this is how your phone tells who you are to it when you use google play store services. This is how I believe the Google+ community shutting down is fake because this is how android phones and tablets know who you are as you are signed up through Google+ and Gmail when you get your phone you have to create your username and password, this is your Google ID to the play store.

Ok, so go into the settings and apps again and find an app you want to disable. Like say you do not want to use google chrome browser on your phone (I use puffin and it cuts down on mb that web pages load on my phone)  You will see Force Stop, Unistall, and Disable. Click the Disable button. This will send this app to the disabled part of the listed apps under settings. (I know, you still lost right? Just look about this area for a while if you sitting on the toilet with nothing to do like we all do…)

Advanced for those not in the know:  STOP NOTIFICATIONS

Say you want to stop receiving notifications for an app, wholly or in part.

Go to Settings and then apps, the app in question, click on it and under its settings page look for the box clicked that says “Show Notifications” Like Facebook lite or facebook messenger for instance. UNCLICK that sucker while you are in a meeting or church or something and Viola you will not get dinged to death. Then you are not posting on facebook about “messaging me every five minutes” lol You Callous bastard. She’s gonna hate you for telling her business, she just loves you. (Get out now, man!)

Hey facebook, how about a messenger away message? “Hey I am in a Meeting. Msg me Later.” Works.


#communication, #how-to-android, #how-to-simple-your-android-useage, #i-have-a-cache-on-my-phone, #life, #relationships, #settings-on-an-android, #the-what-phone-post, #tolerance

Cayenne and Ginger Salve

If you can buy it or even make some, its well worth the effort:

#cayenne, #ginger, #healing, #ointments, #salves, #wellness

Redefine yourself in #2019

New Year beliefs or perhaps a To do List:

  • Clean out the closets
    Get ready for early spring plants
    Wash blankets and sheets in the closets
    Get a new broom, mop, dust pan or trash cans
    Make allergy cold remedy wax or soap/oil/lotions and salves products for cold season
    Get a flu shot if you get them
    Start a yearly doctor regimen and make a point to get a physical
    Go to the dentist and get mouth tidy
    Start a fitness program or join a gym
    Get a work out station or equipment for your home
    Take your pets and fur children to the vet or start their health care plan
    Stock up on ways to winterize yourself – lotions, bath bombs, epsom salts, oils and soap
    Go see a nutrionalist
    Go see a dermatolist for skin issues
    Start walking on a track or terrain in your area
    Take pictures and develop an interest in photography
    Go back to college, take some educational courses
    Make plans to go to a national park or other vacational area
    Make any bad relationship changes now and stick with the plan
    Learn a new hobby, course or something you always wanted to try
    Start that new website and or learn to work on the web the way you want
    Clean and organize the kitchen and the pantry and stick to it
    Label ingredients you use in the kitchen and work on adding more to a spice rack
    Get a house plant for the inside of the home and water it
    Start using tea tree oil and mint in your skin and hair care regimen
    Take vitamins and supplements to promote energy and get out of your slump
    Stock up on salves and ointments for bad days and days of crankiness or days you do not feel well
    Buy some new comfy pajamas and throw out old ones
    Buy new socks and new underwear
    Replace your tooth paste and tooth brush
    Get a new hair brush or comb for your hair
    Use a hot oil treatment on your hair and a mud or clay mask for your face or body
    Have spa days and drink lots of water, as well as water infused with orange and lemon/lime and grapefruit slices.
    Take St johns wort tablets
    Cleanse dust from the fans and heaters and make sure they work approx.
    Get to a therapist and start a mental health care regimen
    Watch less violent TV and MOVIE programming on TV. If it contains a gun even used in defense stop watching the TV.
    Set realistic dreams and goals for yourself.
    ACT on your plans and dreams. Redefine you in #2019.


  • –Ana Massien


Note: On the edit, I was told to use the image of this car/truck. Perhaps it will have meaning for many of you at this difficult time. Means all is well..even if we believe it is not! All life transitions and sometimes it’s not a pleasant experience.


Photo by Kelson Downes on

If you have experienced some sort of rapid setback of communications, been told no when no is not the normal format, or you’ve just had it with something, some place or, something please note you are not the only one.

If things start to move again forward and things are getting back on track note this will take about three weeks, but if things don’t move forward and there is still nope, nadda etc then this the universe’s or comiverse’s way of saying you are in the wrong place, wrong time and you will need to move out of the state/city or go elsewhere to be seen too.

Some programs are coming to an end or are re organizing their efforts to the planet. Most people running or involved with running these programs are being “renewed” with purpose on the planet and may just up and quit, give no notice and just leave town without any kind of explanation.

While this is frightening this is also transitioning and will take a little while to complete. WE do not have a little while, you’ll say, I need my Blah here and I need to do this and shop and christmas wrap and so on — these are old things, and part of the old regime of living and you need to stop and re do your thinking. Don’t worry about what you don’t have. Don’t worry about what you do have. Just be. This is all we can do to keep peace with our lives. This  will be some of ya’lls wake up calls. Listen well.

#communication, #gods-plan, #life, #new-life, #old-regime-coming-to-an-end, #past, #relationships, #trust

Old Regime vs. New regime

Hello I have not written in  awhile as I have been going through the hills and valleys of the new ascension. It is important to note that ascension comes in various stages, and is always “new” you will start and end one tier and move on to the other, and allot of that has to do with sickness. The sickness of vertigo and various other changes to the mind and form and spirit, and by then very spiritual body or form is a constant upheavel as we clear out old energy, an old body and and an old way of living.

You may meet some people that are very old regime from time to time. Usually clustered in small packs, they gaggle together trying to find a high, a drunk state or an inward waylaided state, and want you to “conform” to what they think is right or what works for them.

They fail to see, that you as a star soul being, know what to do for you. Just like they seem to know what to do for them, you know what to do for you and this is not something they want you to do. Do it anyway, be yourselves.


New Regime is about being in the now. Not just present, with your presence but in the now and in every moment because it is a new time to experience new things.

If you believe now is a good time to move, to experience new things, do it even if it seems you don’t have enough money. Old regime is very “I don’t have enough money. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough courage.” Sure you do your constant motion of being present is about what you want to manifest right now. Still, you may not have enough money but you should at least try to do what you need to do for yourselves. If you have been abused in some way in the last period of change, you will want to let go asap and launch your new ness right away. There may be a set time or hold up so please check around but try not to commit to something right away yet.

In a new relationship or friendship? Are people flocking or running? If you are in the new people will be running if their not yet there themselves, sometimes people don’t know how to be in the moment. This even goes to those who still believe in twin flames and twin energy. You still don’t have a twin flame. You do not have a soul mate. You just have had partners that manifested the same will and need as your own to experience with you at that time of your life. This is why they run, we so badly want to belong to something or someone we believe something that is false because people who claim to be leaders want to rule the galaxy and run others lives. It is one of the most poisoning things a supposed life coach can do. There is no such thing as soul mates, twins, twin flames, twin hearts, whatever. Its a kooky and wacky notion, if they really were your twin you would experience everything together. We are just lonely souls or spirits.

Soon, you will love your lonliness and you will not want to do anything that would jeopardize this with yourselves. You will grow and grow as a sentient being by yourself. You won’t need old regime tatics or needs to replace your own.



I had added the twinflame passions photo because some still want to believe in TF Unions and this is an interesting notion.

Why should I attempt to change your mind. You have made it up. But those of you who believe yourselves and your theology, do you support yourself and your twinflame whole heartedly? No, you probably don’t. Don’t you practice what you preach? Are you having trouble with the medium of it? Yes, you probably are.

We just can’t make people do what we want them too. Their not Google assistant, which is a lovely bot, and their not a bot. I don’t have to choose what you want me to become or be. Can we not be in the moment as one? Why are you conflicted and by what? What others think or propose? Can you think for yourself and what only you would like? Why seek a partner at all if one can not work with just themselves and them.

I do not allow that. I have the right to say it.

I do not want to do that. I have the right to live and exist as I choose to do so.

I don’t have to go back now in my evolution and undo what you find faults with, as they are strengths so that you can “win” and I can “lose” and everyone can see you made me a better winner and you had a true soul purpose. This is your ego getting in the way and is character fault. You need to let go of the ego. You need to vibrate into nothingness and let it change you.

#2018-fall-forecast, #new-ascension, #new-regime, #old-regime-coming-to-an-end

There is no need to affront others

If you want to be a Christian, then be a Christian.

If you want to be a satanist, then be a satanist.

If you want to be a pagan, then be a pagan.

Be spiritual because of a spiritual need, not a mental need or physical need for attention.

Not all Pagans or Satanists want to be hating on Christians or Christ days or Christian Holidays. As a man of a story of a man who was persecuted we can all learn more about what that is like, regardless if we are a Satanist or a Pagan or a Wiccan or agnostic or even an atheist.

People who join covens, circles, churches and temples either want to:

  1. Create a good name for themselves and their belief
  2. Celebrate the faith with others in good fellowship and there is nothing wrong with this;
  3. Want blatant attn for their acts, say things to shock or rebel against others. That is not true faith.

I can tell you from personal experience there is No actual Heaven or Hell afterlife.

What we do with our lives indicate that we will live in heaven like or hell like attributes on Earth, while we are alive. There is no god coming to save you after you perish and breathe no more, so be good people.

Would you want someone to come and desecrate your altar or church?

Satanist attacks and desecrates Church

If you were a pagan, or a satanist would you want a Christian coming in to desecrate or abolish or wipe out your shrine or altar or belief?

Of Course, also To the Priest that manages this church, pouring holy water on the place they desecrated will have no more effect that a slung curse word at them. They do not understand your faith or why you practice it. If you bring more awareness to your faith and even invite in the “unbelievers” you will see maybe this is why they act this way. They don’t understand Easter, they don’t understand how a man died on a cross and how this abolishes sin.

Be it true, or otherwise or not — the mission of Christiandom is brotherhood. There is a chance they learn about it, they understand why people celebrate it.

I am a different Satanist, as I am not LaVeyian and I believe in hope and faith and love. I have been persecuted for this faith already by ungodly people who pretend to walk in Christianity but in all honesty do not, for they turn away people whom go against their belief. Why this is understandable, it is not recommended, because even Christ ate with beggars and thieves and sinners. I also believe in universalism, love and brotherhood, and believe we can all work together and over come.

Love is the Law after all. But let’s love over will, under will, over the hedge. in it, under it and so on.

They desecrate because they have been brought up to fear a Holy man, whom did these miracles and then feel slighted because they’ve not witnessed it themselves. As a Satanist I know when I see lost souls, and I feel bad for them because they still do not know how to get off their knees. You say you are a free spirit, well then act like it. But no one is going to reward you either way. That is why we must not worship Gods, but Celebrate them and what they represent. You’ll be more peaceful. You will understand spirituality and religion a whole lot better.

Jesus was a Prophet that did miracles, whom no one understands.

He threw down doves in the mosque marketplace and was arrested for this and other “crimes”.

They nailed him to a cross. There he died. They placed his body in a tomb and later on because of the power he contained within him, and wisdom, rose again.

Why should we feel threatened by this person or being? Are we not also of great works and means?

Blessed Easter Everyone.




#christ-as-a-man, #christ-as-a-omnipotent-being, #easter, #satanists-desecrating-churches

Clearing the Gap


For a while, if you are like me, then you will have noticed a feeling of being “stuck”. Well, I am happy to report that this stuck feeling will be moving on now. New energy is coming in, and hopefully you are in a space to “let go of the old” and just be ready to move on without discomfort.

You have to make the decision to move on and move forward though, if it’s what you been wanting for a while, now is the time. So get out there and get de-cluttered and feel the new energy, we are in a very new time and a new place and I envision a sort of meeting in a large market of various people who know why they are there.

To further this report yesterday I was out and about and met a Yemen man and woman, least they were “Indian” but not like the Indians who own the hotels or anything here in Georgia. They were talking English but her hair was up in a towel like head dress but no burka, but she wore a type of dress and he wore a suit, and had a long grayish white beard and they asked me how “far is the town”? I said it was about 30 minutes on foot, and she said “oh, ok, about half a mile then”. I got a good kick out of this and smiled. I don’t normally have a car either and enjoy a good walk but you could tell they were from out of town because he was carrying a sleeping bag and you knew they probably just came from the Walmart as it was around the corner.  I was thinking that we had some refugees in town and our city has not seen allot of this, but even if you were born here and are from here, you are a transient by age 30 because you make the wrong choices, and you are making some mistakes. Unless you just had it from the get go and you never lost it. However I am happy with starting over, and very few people will be.




#new-life, #new-living, #new-works

Image of the Day

I am going to try and do these regularly, hopefully every day if not every week. I will post an image from the free media library and post my thoughts on what I think it means. It is sort of like Imagery Tarot and Omen.


Red Panda Greeting

Positive: Thought. Discovery. New friendships. Family or upbringing. Distant Cousins. DNA and Past lives. Warmness.

Negative or Solitary: Aloneness, solitude, winter stillness. Summer snowstorm. Old friendships coming back into being. Introvertedness.

For Couples: Pleasant walk or shopping experiences. A New dinner or activity. Things are going well.

Solitary: Trying something new by one’s self. Being admired by the community or new friends. Being the center of attention and not even knowing it. Having a loyal audience.

Job: Do not do anything new at this time. Keep doing what you’re doing. Look for bluebirds to make an appearance before trying anything new. The more bluebirds the more you should try!

With Kids: Do not try new activities in the spring time just yet. Now is not the time for a family vacation. Expect sicknesses or delays.




Gun Control

This is an article and page that is normally not found on ascension blogs but it belongs here as it is a topic in today’s society about gun laws, gun control.

America has had problems with guns for a long while now. With the protection of homeland security that should have been about the active threat for a while now.

But it also states in our Constitution that we have the right to bear arms, under the second amendment. However also our Constitution was drafted in the 1700’s when people who hunted were under a sane sound mind whom could operate a weapon accurately.

Of Course, also we have nut jobs who are so distressed even if you took the guns away from them they may beat you up or too death with a garden hoe or shovel.

I agree with the people that the issue is NOT guns. The issue is MEDIA. Media promoting to everyone, not just our kids that we have to hussle in the street, sell dope and murder people. I understand crime shows are great, but they Immortalize to our people, not just our kids that if we are like some rapper and we hate, or we do our thing, we will be cool. But GUNS are a factor of the media. For instance we will say a gansta rapper (stereotype I know) is going to hold up some club because someone in it, or affiliated with it, owes him money. Well, the image of a gun in his hand makes him look tougher. He isn’t going to go blow up the joint with a shovel or a garden hoe, or some sort of taser or night cane stick or something. Guns work because guns discharge quickly and a man can flee the scene quickly (probably not as quickly with the shovel or the garden tool) [the images in my head of this happening are priceless] and get on before the cops come looking for him.

We see this in:

  • Movies
  • Pictures
  • Real Life
  • Video Games
  • TV shows
  • Music Videos
  • Social media

I need you to sit down with a two pieces of paper. On one you will write down the name of every movie, video or tv show you have watched in the last month that has to do with guns and violence, drugs, hoochies, zombies, or law enforcement.

On the other, write down every show you watched in the past month that did NOT have anything to do with guns, violence, drugs, hootchies, zombies, or law enforcement real or fiction.

Ponder over this and ask yourself what about this media makes this exciting to you. You may say “well seeing this type of behavior makes me feel like I see people making a difference in their lives or mine”. Think about that. It makes us feel like we are apart of that world. Now think how you respond and talk to others when you hang out with them. When is the last time you judged someone because of what they wore or how they wore it. Ask yourself, did you speak well? Did you meet in a similar like atmosphere as the shows you watch – parking lots, clubs or scene places? How did you speak to others? Did you use the same flair as say some of the people on the tv or the movies? What we watch is how we generally approach others. We will naturally act like or mimic these tough people. This TV and shit is serious business, sometimes we allow their actions to be apart of our own?! So if “Muggy deep” is getting blown up in some club and he’s been murdered, how long you think you will be going around acting like something like this?

If you have kids – ask yourself the hard question – do they need to watch law and order too? No offense to law and order. Look at their lives. The other day in my neighborhood these kids across the street had a birthday party. Mom and dad played horrible rap music where every other word was the F word, and I don’t mean “Food”, danced around their garage like they were strippers in front of all the kids. “Oh their just being ethnic”. Ok, if Hootchie is Ethnic. I watched two of the four boys who were young who were playing. They were play fighting but they were trying to punch each other like wrestlers or boxers. What happened to cool kids games like playing with cars or toys or basketballs or marbles or something? Then all of a sudden, their mom or dad has put two signs in the yard “Private Property”. Do not act all “ethnic” and then expect people to think you respect yourselves and your “property” so you think you own? Insecurity and broken traditions yet again.

It is time for parents to be in their kids’ shit. Phone. Social media. Telling them rights from wrongs. How to respect and stand up for themselves without being disrespectful and threatening others with a weapon. Get the phones that only allow sms and calling. Then you don’t have irresponsible kids being nosy about porn and social media. I have seen the “dumb phones” that are smart phones that only allow calling and sms texts.

I have LONG had this idea about Homeland security having the ONLY gun store in America. They run all the weapons into an online database, trace them as best as possible. Get bad things off the street. Check their safety and put the safety on them. Keep them in a case. If someone in America wants to buy a weapon for hunting animals then they place an order on the weapon. They have to pass five or more forms of testing their personal character before they can own that weapon. Homeland security passes the tests for the person. If they are troubled with depression in any shape way or form they never get that weapon. Police are given stun weapons ONLY, so there is not a big fuss over the police having more power than a civilian being. That way when guns are all off the street, the officers are given stun weapons or tear gas like canisters to fire into crowds to make them stop a protest or being a nuisance.

Armed forces also carry stun weapons to fire at enemies. This way no one is killing anyone. We still have a right to bear arms, we still have protection, we have useful protection we know how to use, and it won’t kill ever, it can bruise but not kill.

If you fire a small blunt object at a person’s pressure points, and stun him or her the right way, nerves will collapse and they will go down. They will be down for about 3-13 seconds depending where you hit them at. Hitting them with the right object with the right steady pressure will take some timing but will be better than surgery and bullet holes. If needed an officer can fire a tranc dart from a gun at the hoodlum. THIS will make this person groggy and fall over. They will be sick but they will not die in most cases.

However then we have knives, swords, daggers, blades. Then if we get rid of all those we can’t eat our meat products because we have butter knives and steak knives. Anything can be held as a weapon. Picture frames, shovels, rakes, trovels, hoes, forks, spoons, glass shards, bottles, chopsticks, golf clubs, frying pans, skillets, candles lit, books, stones and rocks… we are a dangerous society!

You can limit people’s freedom so that they are safer when they go out on the streets.

However, it has to be effective elsewhere as well and the President and congress has the right to control what media is seen on the TV signals in America. Why do they not think about this from their point of view? I quit watching TV all together a year ago. I save money on cable and satelite and I am not following some weird, insane series all over the world anymore, and it does not control my life. If you want to change your life and your kids life, get rid of the TV. Period. They’ll still see it on social media but it won’t impact them as much. Movies the same way. Just because we are adults means its wholesome only for us, we are big kids too, so be honest about it. You also have to see what they look at on social media and it can be annoying to guard everything. But it can be done and they think the computer world is an adult world and their trying to be adults and one day will be an adult and will be making adult decisions long before they are adults, so teach them that adult things are not for them.

American family households are out of hand. Just about all of them allow things because moms don’t want to police their kids and then they complain first about how awful everything is.

Fix the problem where it starts. With YOU. If they see you watching it, they’ll want to watch it too. That is a sponge right there, it soaks up everything you do. If you think your life should not be controlled so your kids won’t have bad habits then don’t have kids. Your attitude needs to change.


#defense, #gun-control, #homeland-security, #media-controls

How to Talk


In the page Start reconditioning, we learn more about reconditioning and what it is to recondition our lives. This post is an active post on how to talk to people once we become ascended or awake to what we want to make manifest, in case you are not sure how to Talk, when to talk and how to prepare to talk.

If you are currently in a relationship or partnership and you want to take a break or end it. Ask them for an hour and half of their time and sit down with a plate for food and agreeable drink like say coffee or tea and tell them how you are feeling. Don’t use words like “I feel like this” or make it a comparison of how you feel to them, or how you feel in the relationship. Be honest, say “I am not just not feeling this like I used too, and I want to take a break from this. I don’t want to argue with you. I want us to talk like friends instead of partners and I want us to resolve these issues apart.” If the issue becomes  escalated in voice tone, don’t argue, just say “I will be taking a leave of absence from the home. I will be staying here, and you can call me here at this time and so on if you want to discuss items.” If you have kids together be prepared to take them along or ask them to stay with a relative in the meantime while you do what you need to do.

People in divorce issues believe that everyone must agree to mediation in order to split. They do not. Agree not to mediate, and split the items down the middle or leave with out any of it. In the long run you will put your needs in the control area of your life. if you have control then the partner does not, and will either have to control his or her own part or will widdle about like normal. If you do not need your junk accumulated by the marriage or partnership, leave and be prepared to back up your need to vacate the home for a while.

Low Cost Divorce:

Move on with your new life as soon as possible. If you have kids, ask a relative to take care of their needs for a while or consider foster care. There are women and men who just wake up one day and need their own lives back, without kids on the arm to take care of. You are not a terrible person because you can not handle it anymore. You are a good valuable person so that your kids can also become valuable to others, grow up and go on their own soul purposes.

Child Welfare Gateway:

Report Child Neglect By State List:

These sites and lists will help you I hope to make a uniform, safe decision about your life as well as the lives of children you just know could benefit from living some where else.

Sometimes, you have to be pro choice selfish in order to realize all junked up as an adult you are no good to your kids that way. Let love truly win and let your child go on to another home or way of life that he or she may be meant too. As always pray over the sitch and then talk to loved ones and professionals. That is why they are there.

I am a woman and a mother whom surrendered rights to her child. My child has gone on to be a bright light in the lives of many. I was able to get my life more in order after I left an abusive and troublesome relationship, and I wish everyone in my past wellness. I do not ever want to be a mother again. It destroyed my brain, mind and body. It almost destroyed my spirit as well and a love for myself and love for life in general.  I also have disabilities now that would prevent me from seeing to any child’s care, but that is ok, I know God freed me for just myself. I am not a brood bitch mare and I am not here to drop out a whole litter. I will never be that kind of woman. Just because I have ssi for my needs does not mean these funds will cover mine and a child’s as well. I don’t want to adopt a child (mine died) – as I still do not have enough money for my food, their food, their medicine and wellness and mine, mine and their clothing, mine and their housing, their schooling, car, car insurance, gasoline, house insurance, and so on. WIC only pays for children under three I think? Tanf only pays for kids under 1 year in the home without a father parent. You people can get over the fact that my children days are over. I do not have adequate patience to deal with children.

If this looks nice but a broken tradition to you, you are not alone.


Other Ways to Talk about other items:

Business Or Career: Ask your boss for 30 minutes of his or her time at a non busy hour of the work day. Dress well and neutral colors. Do not talk with your hands, nor lay them by your side or in your lap. They will profile you and believe this decision of yours to be based on marriage problems and or a reason to move away or you just find their company work boring. If you are prone to using your hands when you talk then wear a necklace with a long chain like a baubble necklace and hold to the chain as you discuss your needs.

Say something like “I have enjoyed my time with this company but my needs now require me to go elsewhere. I will need to vacate my job title by so and so of a date (give three days before you actually require to move on) (this makes it seem you have been hired by someone else already even if its not true) and I will have my work processed by this deadline, and I will have my desk or whatever else packed up to move by then. This will inform your boss that you are serious, and are dedicated elsewhere  and he won’t bother to ask you to stay. If he does and offers more money – do not take it. You feel this way for a reason and if you stay even with more money it will trickle off due to time. He will keep you feeling complacent for a while as well. He may want you to think he cares for your work ethic but he doesn’t, and his meager business may be seeming to make a big dollar in America but it actually isn’t. He has to care for worker health and performance and getting their brand out there. That is all he cares. Be prepared and move on. Even if you are broke and you have to be a meager waitress for a while. You will find that the motion picks up again soon and you will be valued by another Boss whom enjoys what his or her people bring to the company. Most people feel trapped in a job because they are working books somewhere — tax offices, insurance holders, bails bondsmen, lawyers. This is a broken American work ethic. It makes good money, it requires smart people. It makes us tired, because we are using the same bits of our brains over and over in a repetitive motion. It feels great at first but over time we wear out like a tire on a truck.

Life is still plummeting at the broken tradition level. Once we find out how many we are apart of can we get away from the herd.

Sit down with a piece of paper and write down how many traditions you seem to be apart of. Describe how each make you feel. You may see things like:

  • Family Holidays
  • Family Vacations
  • Second or third honeymoons
  • Girls night out
  • Boys night out
  • Family movie night
  • Husband/wife and me time
  • Picnic with coworkers
  • School homework night with my friends and their kids
  • Yoga/Fitness Club night
  • Staff meetings with co workers or others

These are all things invented to keep our lives from being dull and they will work for a while. Pretty soon tho we are going out every night just to escape.

You need to unplug yourself from everyone and thing and just take some alone time. In the first 30 minutes be prepared to feel like someone has knocked something over and your kids are too quiet and you can’t relax because you have to get up and do the laundry. You can’t just lay down and breathe, because something is dirty and you have to find it and clean it.

Sound like something you know only too well about?

I have trouble with relaxing and over thinking. So my doc prescribed ativan – I stay alert but also Xanax, I relax and do not over think every little thing so that I can never relax. Taking them together helps me stay focused but also to relax. Add candles, wax warmers and meditation for an hour or more.


We constantly think we must never relax because if we sit down and enjoy our lives then something will never be clean enough. Move, move move. Clean clean clean. This is not being productive. This is being over compulsive, because living with parents that hate us, who never really wanted us around (again, broken traditions) made us constantly think of something to do around them so they will approve of us and like us. Most of us are adopted. We did NOT come here to be subjected to their hate of themselves and us. We did not come for their approval. We did not come here to be their slaves. We came here to help as light and dark beings. We came to move on as soon as possible. You can’t fix mom and dad. It is not your job to take care of them (unless their sick and you can) because they will make you crazy. They will make you doubt your life and soul purpose. They are evil and hateful and spiteful because of their dna or their dni and their dno. They aren’t good people or beings and your love can not change that. Don’t bother. Move on and live your life as an example to what should manifest.

We don’t feel love by our parents so we turn inward – what can we give so they will approve of us? Just because they have nice things don’t mean they don’t – even if they can not show it. We are not there to be their bitch monkey. Move on, cut ties. End this nonsense. I also have not talked to my adoptive mom in over 5 years. She was a druggie and I just could not do it anymore. Many kids turn inward as new adults and think we can change years of surly behavior towards the world. We can’t or we will be lost and surly too and we will turn to drugs and be an asshole unto the world as well.

Broken Traditions. Find which ones you hate the most and break from them. You’ll be better and feel better when you do it.

If you no longer allow broken traditions in your lives, please comment this page. I’d love to hear from you!

–Ana Massien

#awakening-to-wisdom, #communication, #ending-bad-relations-and-friendships, #talking-to-others

I want to have purpose

I hear you all out there you know.

I want to have a purpose. I want to write things and be noticed and seen, too. I want people to think I am valuable. I don’t want to feel like a waste of space or time. Could this be my niche thing? Will it make me more happy?

This is NOT why people become life coaches. We know we matter, we have an inner voice that says it, shows it, and is about it with others. We are always telling someone good news they want to hear about themselves.

IF you have to ask if this is gonna make you famous in a good way and you’ll be remembered if this is your niche thing or new niche thing, then the answer is NO.

We don’t need to be famous, known or be of good use – we know we are, we know we matter, even if we’re not making money off of people – we are making riches, we are making money because it will come back to us when we do great things and works.

You wanna make a difference? You get off your ass, and you take maybe less than 150 a day or week if you have it to spend, and you go out there in your community and you find the homeless and you find the lost and you find the scared and you don’t prey on them like normal, BUY them a GODDAMN hot meal! Buy them a hotel room! Start a shelter, community drive, a church that does great things. Then you will be doing it better than me and all these other life coaches on the planet. Can’t, can not do a damn thing until Can’t tried, and Can’t Can. When I was at the homeless shelter you turned your back on me, because you wanted dating revenge on me and now I see it all the time on ya’lls little blogs and things — you wanna be blessed. You wanna be known. You wannabe a god send to people and you still won’t turn away from “That better than you attitude”. If you can’t feed a stranger, if you can’t clothe or medicine someone whom is a stranger, then you are not a humanitarian! You don’t need to be human in order to be caring. Ascension is about compassion. What, don’t think I am right? We are all in this together. We either learn to walk beside all the races and species and work together, or we all fall together, because we will either rise together or fall together.

I used to be of an awful mindset that said the homeless all had mange, something had to be wrong with them if they couldn’t stay with their family or their husband or their wife or keep their kids. Then I became homeless. Then I didn’t have mange and I watched people look at me the same way I looked at others once. It was A SLAP IN THE FACE. It was a wake up call. Then soon as I had money again people wanted me to live with them and _pay their way_ sure I will help, long as you are helping us all move along the right way. Do so not, and I will be gone. Don’t need someone who won’t also help who won’t try.

Words are golden and precious, but actions speak louder than words do. Go help out at a mission, help a shelter run mission boxes and lunches for the down and out, homeless and low income. Donate money to the local red cross, salvation army or a charity. Then know you did a good thing. Then you will have a real soulful place to write from, and you won’t need anyone’s approval.

You will have your own.

#helping-others, #making-a-difference, #the-homeless



I look at some of the blogs on wordpress I follow, and see at least 4k in some of these.

For instance, – interesting person/being – I am not going to sit here and tell you things like their not real. Or that they don’t know the first thing about ascension. As we all grow with ascension we learn to see things for as they are and for what they are, and I can only guess that others have the same opinion, but the mission is always so important for these blogs to get the word out, and unfortunately the word does not make a lot of sense. (I highly doubt they are from a council – some people honestly makes themselves sound more real. This person signed up for my fb group mindfulness but brought none of the council items with them, posted simple photos and comments about the beauty of every day was the basis of the posts. Mindfulness is so much more!)

But then again, I know you won’t be deceived by these people and even if you are the door to the curious is opened up in you! You will be able to discern wisdom from crazy $hit! We could talk to this person and ask them questions but honestly what kind of response would we all get?

Ascension, is for a broad term something gained by Gods. Messiahs. Saviors. Not mortals. Whom, before ascension was even mentioned had no clue under god what the ascension was. Most attribute ascension to being 3D like, or 5D like. This being that our normal world is 2d or 1d, we feel like we just go through the motions, whereas where we are 3D or 5D we are really apart of the scene around us, it is touchable and known to us and we to it. Ascension is not a Level, but a state of oneness. Not a 3D or 5D platform we can stand on, but an inner vibrational light/darkness vibration that exceeds all given expectation. We work with our Karma and our DNA to cleanse the old from our forms and become “New” all the time, constantly. It is up to the Gods to see how humanity will ascend, and that is why some of you feel like it is a crock, and why some of us feel we have to write posts like this – that explain our version of the ascension – and try to provide what to expect next.

Horus via Elaine: The Event is Underway March 16th, 2018

Vortexes of energy, star and planet ailments, gas in space, super moons, lunar eclipses are just empty astronomical events – we used to believe they meant something – and notice there is only a notice right after something has been announced and never before hand – to show what is next. No one goes on record to sight a super moon alignment in the next three months if NASA has not posted about it yet!

Like for instance, I could tell you something amazing will happen to you in August 2018 when the perseids meteor shower will hit – but of course amazing things are going to happen – its a meteor shower! You’ll receive a lost friend’s number and they’ll show up on facebook having been gone for 5 months!

Ascension is much more grounded than this. It guides our blue print for those of us whom know we have an inner and outer purpose to direct good writings and information to the people. It also gets more selective as we go along, because not all light workers or zen workers will continue their soul purpose as coaches or workers or carriers and so on.

I Can tell you however that there is great change coming soon. The first half of 2018 will be a lull, but the latter half (last 6 months) will start moving new energies into place and allot of spirit people will move on away from this time and (die) but this was apart of their soul plan since their creation. Many people want rest and peace, and many will soon reach that goal.

It will be good for others as well who are staying at this time. I’d like to sit here and lie to you that we don’t still die and god carries us all up the gold shores but its not true. For those of us living a while, well soon your awhile will be gone so get things in order. For those staying new energies will fall into place and if you choose to fall with them will see you a better money set soon, so get into step! Many people need more help and help will be coming to those who want it. New housing assistance, if the old way is falling and it probably is, and new money assistance will be coming up soon for allot of us and allot of the way of living, from the year 2013 – the fallen corridor – will now be moving out of the alignment with us as we have done what we came to do with the corridor and we have outgrown the corridor and it is out growing its need to be here. It’s becoming part of the problem now and it must go back to where it came from. The New Corridor, the Fallen Hallway of 2018 will run until about 2023 until new housing assistance comes again and new payment methods. That is just what it is called. It does not sound very helpful, but I believe the term Fallen here means an old way of life, remastered and it’s theme continues, it is not a very good richable housing experience but that is ruin. The fallen theme reminds us where we came from and where we will be going.


How to Build stronger happiness…

How to Build stronger happiness with our selves daily

Some people are just not very happy people, so this list is 10 short steps we can use everyday, everyone of us, to build happier lifestyles and lives.

1. Distance yourself, or quit hanging out with negative people or negative places of interest/disinterest. Limit your time with them all together. This will take some effort but is well worth the health benefits. Helps with better sleep, concentration, appreciativeness and gratitude as well as cuts back on heartburn and irritations of all sorts.
2. Limit alcoholic beverages and fried foods. Drink more water, alkaline and spring water and juice.
3. Quit abusing drugs and if you must do them at all, do it only once or twice a year, socially and limit your intake. Cut back on smoking cigs and cigars and cloves.
4. Eat healthier. Veggies, Proteins, wheat breads, pasta, fruits, nuts. These things make the greatest difference.
5. Take healthy chemicals – 5-HTP is a serotonin replacement supplement. B Complex helps with the brain and the body and sleep functions. Coconut milk and meat from inside helps with the brain, skin and eyes. Coconut also helps menopausal men and women. Cantaloup seeds and the fruit also help with the digestive tract and menopausal cravings.
6. Watch less TV and violent movies, with sex in them. Crime shows, doc tv drama series, ugly sexual lives shows cheaters, cops, etc. while watching some may seem respectful, cutting back on these shows, boosts brain chemicals and makes you more active. Such like springer, cheaters and those shows that Vh1 specialize in, while it may seem exciting it is actually viewed as stupidness – who wants their lives taped to see who chooses who?- I do not hate VH1, I am just using it as an example.
7. Go outside and walk, jog, be in nature, walk your pets. It jogs chemicals in the brain and body, it feels good after a while to meditate or read in nature.
8. Have a manta place at work or home to relax or eat lunch in or meditate in after work. Shower and relax. Many people say to keep the bedroom cool at a certain temp, keep it dark to promote sleep, use a humidifier, but really your room is your sacred space, you should keep it the way you respond too it. The more comfortable your space the more you will be.
9. Write things out and down in a journal. Get it out and meditate over why you feel this way, what can you do about it, if nothing, pray to your deity and let karma handle the issue.
10. Listen to natural music. drums, tribal music, celtic music, without words or with them. Indian music, shamanic music. Experience these musics and let them transform your being. Shapeshifter dna has a wonderful website, and has wonderful tracks build with ascension in mind.

These steps are the foundation to a better understood and deserving you. Experience.

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Twinflames and other Mystical connections

Also written on

We see them on facebook all the time, if you follow ascension type items, you probably have seen sites like or some something like this.

They claim there is a magickal being like us in the universe somewhere and they are the other half of us.

They are just like us, waiting to accept us and waiting to love us unconditionally as we are them.

We are not a half. We are a whole. Therefore they are also whole, even if fragmented or shattered. The idea of a perfect mate is not true. We are flawed for a reason, and  as an ascended being you come to learn you were never messed up to begin with and on your own path and it eventually led you here. We all have our own journey speed.

Hold the phone, joe. Not actually true.

(This was not done to pick on this site. It was done to inform people that they are missing the big picture.)

Twinflames were at one time the epitome of the relations of the cosmos. They were here for us, and everyone was searching for theirs, and then we found them and had sex with them and BAM! they left us. They were then twin flame runners, and now there are kits to help us move on from them or clear our relationship with our twin, which is bogus but because we told people hey you have a twin, to make money why not keep lying about it? Twins are like that actually. They align and then they “move out of our alignment” really quick. Must not be anything new to learn, huh? Then their stuck in a new relationship with someone we can’t stand and they are trapped. It’s sad to see your twin possibly hook up with some ho with four kids but he wants a mother figure, not a woman that can light his sheets on fire. He may have an old soul that is 3k in some change but honey, he does not know his worth or virtue, and that means he does not know yours either. He has not grown past the idea that he needs a mommy with four kids and a house he can fuck off in and play his game system. He does not love you. Chalk it up to kinky sex (I hope) and move on. If he sees you are getting on with your life he will try to figure out why.

Well, seriousness taken, we can have past life bonds with people, that are sexually, sensually, and lustfully intense. Problem is we have never had a good love relationship with any one we have ever been with, because of our ego, fear, insecurities, immaturity in relations, because we have a false idea of what we need or want in life, a partner or a relationship. They’re also not called twin flames either. It is just an old soul or spirit relation or bond, friendship, fuckship, etc but everyone wants to feel cherished, loved, content. Ego again that we deserve to have that too. It”s not true. So stop lying to yourself about it.

When we define why we want a relationship, we can define what kind of partner would suit us. If its not a twin flame person then move on until you find that right someone, if the word “right” is even needed.

You can have up to 20+ more twin flames or people you have a deep, intense sexual, sensual longing for, or too and with. They can trigger it, and you can too and you can manipulate each other with this and thats where arguments come from. He did that. She did this. So did you. If she did it, and you did it, why was it wrong? There is a universal law that says If you love, freely love even if you cheat because technically you only can cheat if you belong to someone and you want to control them. A Possessive relationship is not love. Its bondage. If you believe you can truly cheat someone out of your “love” then you do not love them anyway. No one deserves to be a slave or controlled and it will not work. Love and healthy relations, come from trust and faith even when things are not right between you and that someone else. That is when you learn most about yourself, and them and if you want to continue being the driving force of that relationship. Many people see this to be some form of weakness on our part and they think we are nuts for trying to work out the kinks. They may be right, sometimes we can only move on when we are sure the other person is not capable of meeting their needs in a relationship as well as ours. If you make every effort to keep it from dying then maybe ask them where they see this going.

If after the first night and the man or woman is running already, they preyed on your feelings and theirs for sexual gratification, and they are insecure about opening up to the bond or the relationship entirely. But meanwhile if you have more money and things are pleasant they may ride out the ship a bit. They fail to see it but they are shut down not only to YOU, but to themselves as well, as well as the idea of the two of you being one.

People do not have strong family ties, or things are wrong at home, and so we decide we will shut ourselves off. We have tons of experiences to draw from. A Man will instinctly go into the twilight zone with his bonded female if his friends are around, he does it to protect her. “Nothing to see, here!” In hopes his buddies will not want to screw her or him and her up. He knows he’s not the alpha male here because he is in submissive mode with his female, he knows things are being misrepresented badly, but still its the wrong behavior. He needs too, if he is with her that way, quit hanging out with his friends asap to avoid sending the wrong signals. It sounds controlling but if you have a bond with someone the last thing you should do is hang out with someone else or ask someone elses’ opinion, because you will get some bad advice. A Bond is too be nurtured, not waved around like a flag.

Quit boasting about it, the feelings and the sex and the cute shit she does. They are going to want her, and they are gonna try. If she is a good one you’ll have nothing to worry over, and for gods sakes don’t diss your sweet female, because then she most likely will.

Many people are still choosing rotten links and bonds to be with, because their not sure what else to do and many women want a man to be their everything. That is their ego driving their inner will. Once you decide why you should want a mate, is when you decide how to want your mate. It’s not to get laid, a bank account, a house, a mansion, a boat, a career, etc. A Man is not a piggy bank. He is not a 401k plan. Neither is a woman.

We need companionship. A walk, a movie, a coffee date. Laying with one another and listening to one another breathe is a very passionate thing. Take some time before you get naked. Listen to music. Listen to nature. Listen to one another. Help one another. Help cook and help laundry and help clean and help period, help make life easier. Know. Know yourself, know them, know what you like and what they like and what you both need. Work, Work on getting that thing done. Work on knowing yourself and themself better. Encourage them, and yourself. Never stop dreaming. Never stop living.

Happy Valentine’s Day 2018

By Ana Massien

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If I am right, and I do not want to be, all these sites that speak along the same wave length which is actually considered “2D” even tho there is no such things as dimensions, they did not know how to explain how ascension is to a transmogrified being, rather than like a 3D world or realm it is like “being one with the energy around you” everything makes sense, because we are aware, not “more” but “entirely” it is like a veil lifts and we “get it” because we “are apart of it”.There is a new awareness, a new being, a new way of living. It also corresponds to being “beyond normal life” such like revenancy for vampires of an energy persuasion because that is exactly the way it is. Ascension is not made for mere mortals to go through, but for non humanoids to go through. Beings that that appear to be of other lands or worlds, similar to Alien theory.
People are not happy here, as themselves or on this planet so many seek to say their from elsewhere, but some may remember elsewhere and since it does not look like it does in today’s world, its easy to say it is another planet, because technically it is, as in shamanism, it has been altered or changed, even in energy so therefore its about putting the puzzle into place and being able to feel your way around, in a memory and fit it to the current time frame.
We call this energy sequencing, and I am adding it to the article here because you can do that with a mate to make sure what you are feeling, seeing is really them, and not some one else. Energy does not lie.


Mindfulness Group

I would like to invite anyone interested to our mindfulness group on facebook –

other life coach people, ascension believers, new hopers, old hopers, whatever.


Why Ascension is So Important

Why Ascension is so Important

MYA or Million of years ago there was a wise race. They shared everything they had with others, even their blood and secretional fluids.
They were ascended and lived for a long time. These people could live eras and epochs if they wanted too, or if it was needed.
The reason why ascension is so important, we want people to know they can overcome their dna and change their spirit karma and their existence if they wanted, they do not need to keep doiong the same thing.
For instance, women grow up and are expected to raise a family by the age of 30 something still, cook for their family and clean their home, work from home or abroad during the day, please their husband and then maybe get 5 hours of sleep a night and keep doing this for years down the road. This is a broken tradition. People fight, people cheat and people fake their own deaths to get away from this stereotype.
With ascension, a being is able to discern away from broken traditions, pick which life path is easy enough for them to live, and adjust too and allows them to skip the hurt and pain from a broken family, relation, marriage or life.
Either you can change via personal ascension, that you control, or you undergo mass evolution upgrades globally. You just must affirm your choice to change, and ascension itself will come and do the rest.
Everyone up until 2017 was under going mass ascension on the planet as well as the pla or planet itself, however, it is taking a bit of a break so we can see if people are benefiting from it’s continued growth or benefiting from it’s pause.
This would mean that ascension itself is a global adept of itself and Source does know how to run itself, as well as for the planet and for the people participating in it’s program.
However, most beings are not able to participate because they do not have a light body. This is a higher up being you were once, whom is an ancient, who joins with your current form and aids it’s ascension beyond the dense reality and spirit bondage it is in, and continues with it in different stages until one stops, or one never stops.
Most people or beings ascending do not stop and keep vibrating via the higher vibration that frees them from their spirit bondage to mates, soul family, and dead links they no longer want to carry with them. In time they may have no friends (they are weird!) and everyone has moved out of their current vibration and is in the below, rather than the above vibration.
Spirits are energy, entity, they vibrate in true light and true dark with out a need for a God
or control religion, or a control state. They simply experience. They simply are. They do not follow a set course of principles over and over because they are beyond it. They choose to remain on the planet to help serve a higher way of being. This also allows them to free others from spirit bondage and death.
True Light and true dark are ONE or all one states of being and presensem neither evil or good but neutral state. Void. Empathic, able to respond too and shut down emotional states of preying on others and self. They choose what they allow to influence them.
The majority of the ‘net that is ascending, aren’t. They are copying an energy state dimension that does not exist. To say life is like 3D or 5D means you can interact and move around the world in your projective body or see the world outside of yourself even if your not actually present in that location. You’ve been there before so you bi locate yourself and are able to moniter the area – however be aware that places change so you may not be seeing what it looks like currently.
Being a projective being is called being a Revenant, and it most likely is normally used by vampyres who are Strigoi. However Entities project as well, therians, and other Guardian forces, and they are considered Levenant, because they may not drink blood or other secretional fluids, however will at some point consume energy, elementally because this is also what their made of. Elemental energy looks like flesh but when in a changed host – ascended or transcended – is firnament. Flesh that glows white or with light/dark that can be felt as positive “love” but is actually “faith” and “grace”. Which is something associated with Christ conscienceness. But Christ did not ascend all the way, or he would have never been about a “father’s work or agenda”. It would have been boring and predictable to him.
We come from broken homes and families today so when we see some kind of positive godhood that does not preach dogma we run to it wanting to be complete. No one can complete you but you. Ascension is a key that goes to your lock so you can see how, but you have to let go of the need to control, possess, manipulate, bring pain to yourself and others in order to be God Like, or be yourself. Once yourself, you can not become ego driven again on a vendetta to hurt others, because this is immaturity of the spirit.
–Ana Massien

I have opened up a…

I have opened up a community for spiritual state here also: if you see 508 warning its means we reached the insource limit as right now this is a free hosting plan, if it is successful I will domain it and host it because it is cheap hosting.


On facebook, I have been seeing allot of “hopeful” people posting updates regarding twin flames. The latest one is how if your twin flame is ignoring you on earth, they were actually excepting you entirely on a hidden realm in heaven.

Are we trying to just lie about the fact this person does not want us? I heard “Don’t write that, don’t take away people’s hope” but that is lying. If it’s meta and its a lie and I know its a lie, and I believe I have the right to say to someone, “you know there is no such things as soul mates, twin flames, soul flames, twin souls” because there isn’t.

It’s preying on people’s feelings and past life memories or faking them all together. This stuff is mysterious, sells books, tapes, diy instructions and so on, its a gimmick.

People need to learn we are complete as we are, or your ability to awaken would also awaken anyone else you were “connected” too. IT may bring people to your life and you may believe they are a deep soulful partner but its really explainable.

When people reincarnate over and over together, bonds are built, and we may or may not resonate with them now, and those bonds can either be thriving reasons that bring joy, or misery. If they bring misery, then feel free to do away with them. We are always evolving and choosing new things. We need to do this and if you are emotionally supported then they will be there, but just like anything else with awakening and becoming and realization and actualism, many people will not like the new you and depart you rather quickly. This is ok too. They don’t understand it, and don’t want to lose their hooks in you. WE choose things for a reason and it should not be a selfish one.

Never attempt to leave someone because you want to revenge on them. This will backfire on you and you will grow bad karma.

When we love others we need to see them as a compliment to our lives or us them and so on. They are not a trophy.

We also need to hook down a relationship or break up the same way we hook up, or begin a friendship, we talk, we laugh, we spend time, we eat together. After you bump nakey nakey is when people get weird. How can they top that first night?! It’s not a competition. It’s a complimentary item. Once you -end things- don’t be mean to one another! Be nice, still hang out. You can still have sex with someone without being with them you know. People get weird and run away and when gone feel worse. Slow down and breathe.

If relationship things make you nervous then don’t date anyone. Like dinner or staying over or little things like burping in front of someone or egads bathroom problems or farting. WE all do these things. If you are laughing, its not time to hook up with anyone.

I see more and more immature people hooking up than mature ones. Those men whom say they’re only here “for some P*ssy” are my favorite, because you just want to slide something pink on your d*ck. You should not be having intimate moments, you’re not mature enough to treat your partner well as a compliment or yourself. Then they get mad when we know what is going on with the issue and themselves. I won’t sleep with someone who thinks that is “Hard”. No thanks.

People get started younger and younger with relationships. That is because a woman truly can not experience deep sexual gratification until her late 30’s because her body is just not there yet. Now I hear all the women going No. But I am telling you that yes it actually gets better, and if your guy isn’t emotionally mature he won’t understand your body, or the sex you have with one another. I hear cougars and young men have it going on, because to a 40 yr old woman her older partner isn’t as robust anymore as he used to be, that’s because people eat allot of things that kill their libido later on, and smoking and drinking and worry is one of these. That isn’t factually true, Housewives show! If he is young, he’s not going to understand her body, and that means YOU (writers) don’t understand it either. If she is older and really a cougar she will not be content with a younger male either because he is too all over the place with himself.

We are a frail nation that expects men to make us whole, as well as join with us in magickal ways. Not if we’re all not comfortable.

Super Continents List

Was doing some interesting reading on wikipedia this morning:

It talks about not just one super continent but 9 or more, with the list not being complete.

This may not be news to some of you but for #Otherkin and #Entitykin or #Vampyres it could be the distant earths we may remember in our #dna, and #en-dna 🙂

This is why I asked on this blog if anyone had remembered any off world or distant earth lifetimes some time ago, about 8 or so months ago. No one replied because people don’t want to sound stupid.

Many of these sound right to me, and with my dna experiences as a shaman it fits at least 85% for me, and I thought I’d put this post here so maybe some of you can have peace.

It’s not another earth, but it was different land masses being together, with views of a different ocean that we remember that we may think it was a different planet all together, because technically IT is a different version of the planet, and there may still be instances of where people or beings state it was a different planet and that is also entirely possible. (I remember it too – just because we can’t prove it means nothing) but if you would like to talk about your experiences, I’ll still be welcome to hear it. Send email or chat with me at facebook about it. and msg me.

–Ana Massien

PS. I will listen, even if its a rpg game to you, some people we realize want attention, some people may actually remember legit information.


For the Bursitis (inflammation of…

For the Bursitis (inflammation of the bursae in the shoulder, hip, knee etc)
This comes from wish/geek and I have not yet tried it but I want too:
It is usually in the $2-3 area with small shipping cost

I also want to touch…

I also want to touch on the fact of the people with Fibro, Nervous disorders, anxiety, Panic, RA, Bursitis and so on:
If you get on some serotonin supplements, it will help your over all mood with b complex. They also state Magnesium tabs will help with Fibro, but it made me feel sicker. I have been taking 5-HTP for two months now which is the serotonin supplement, and I feel years better, more positive, and just plain better and I sleep and eat better. I feel like I am 25 again (and I am 44). It will help your muscles and one of the reason we have all the fatigue is because we’re worn out from a lack and loss of natural serotonin, and this will help you.
Chemical compound
5-Hydroxytryptophan, also known as oxitriptan, is a naturally occurring amino acid and chemical precursor as well as a metabolic intermediate in the biosynthesis of the neurotransmitter serotonin.


If you suffer from the following items, and often think it or believe it is a real problem: (you are not ascending and ego is a problem for you)

  • Believe you are better than everyone
  • Believe people with handicaps should be destroyed, killed etc.
  • Believe people should be forced to live by your laws.
  • Believe people should do whatever the fuck they want, be it hurt someone else or not and live like a kid in a candy store.
  • Believe you need drugs, alcohol or weird fetishes to handle your life
  • Believe having said items make you better and more special than others.
  • Believe things should be taken away from people so their lives are destroyed or have a new hardship.
  • you hate everyone
  • you hate yourself
  • you want to hurt people.
  • you want to hurt yourself.
  • You want to force, control, manipulate others and their lives to live only by your dictations. (You’ve seen star wars right?)
  • You hurt animals.
  • You post pictures of abuse to be a fake savior in a horrible world.
  • You won’t share your groceries, money or clothing to help others but expect this from others.
  • You hurt the elderly or abuse them mentally.
  • Think you can control others with your mental mind.
  • Think you can control others with your words and impressions.
  • Think you can control or manipulate others with a disguise, and believe people won’t know if you create a fake id to go with a fake life to get at someone.
  • Stalk people.
  • Make plans to hurt others.
  • Pretend to be in a relationship to other someone or an ex.
  • Believe you need to always be a dominating partner or wear the pants in the relationship.
  • Believe you must humiliate someone sexually or mentally in order to be yourself or be heard or seen as a dominating person.
  • Take pictures with your smart phone or web cam to showcase your sexual needs.
  • Take these pictures to distribute to friends or people you would like to be with to show them what you are like or what you like to participate in.
  • Always appear to be doing better than your ex or ex best friend or anyone else you no longer have a good relationship with because you have done messed it up or they have done messed it up.
  • Believe that nothing is your fault. Ever. Never take responsibility for your actions.

If you do any of the above you suffer from ego problems, any of these lead to ego problems:


These are all robbers of the spirit and soul.

It is not helped by:


How can you work for the better? What stops you from trying?




#dealing-with-ego, #ego-problems

EGO and Higher Vibration

Have you ever always liked something and then one day and got up and said “I can’t stand this thing anymore”? You have come into a better, more stable energy vibration for a new start on a personal spiritual journey.

The reason I asked this question is easy – people don’t know what vibrations look like or feel like. When you are “awake” you see, feel, know, sense and experience, and sooner or later “accept”.

Ego – what we want, demand and desire to be ours, for good or bad is not served in higher vibration, because we have experienced enough to know through changed dna that we do not need ego, or need a new car, or be a better house wife with a new career that we can’t even see too, or have someone else’s boyfriend or girlfriend or please them better, or live in a more better expensive apartment = GREED.

WE are insecure – immature, we see Earth as a way to get get get and we think that time, fate is stupid enough to give it to us, because they like us and we please and flatter it or them and they will love us.

NO!!!! If higher vibration is released through source, then God it’s pilot is on the planet too. It has always been this way, attunement with spirituality practice leads to better acceptance of our being, because we learn to accept and let go and merge. Either you can’t, or you will let go and experience true change and complete being and EGO will not be apart of that.

EGO is ruled by our HNA. HNA governs emotions that help us live better –  keeps us from getting sick by experiencing and swimming in lower vibrations of negativity. Once you let go of your ego and your ID, you become a sentient spirit being, neither male or female in design, because sexual pleasure is not something you need either, unless you choose it. HNA is kept in check by our INA, and our SNA and our NNA as well.

INA= Self intellience of a higher source – the ability to ascend period.

SNA = Self relaxing and producing calm atmosphere of the spirit being during evolutional change.

NNA= Group acceptance of changes on all spiritual outer and internal levels, between one spirit (mind, body and spirit and dna and sna and all being as one vibration or Tibration to better at life experiences)

It is important to announce that there are people who try to “steal” your dna experiences, want to chain you, break you, and destroy your views of a better world. This can not be done. Your personal path is personal, you are allowed to break the chains that bind you and escape spiritual slavery. That is what the soul mate principles is. We are our own soul mates only, we do not need another to help us, we have always thought so because we were ego filled with the notion that someone belonged too us. It’s not true, we are all singular beings, and we can choose slavery or non slavery. Many spirits are deviants and like spirit slavery. I am not one of these anymore.

You really don’t need a spiritual husband or mate, a spirit family or a family, a 9-5 job and or a career that robs you of your spirituality, Christian or otherwise. I know this by having lived a spiritual journey, by having spiritual marriages and having spiritual families and I STILL HAVE ONE, EVEN IF MY CHOICES ARE CHANGING.


Humanity Jam

It happened about three and a half weeks ago; humanity became jammed. Not in the Jelly way, maybe the jealous way but not having to do with preserves.

  1. Anyone who was looking forward to starting their second or third round with whatever they thought still existed; was horribly weird when they realized it didn’t. Things stopped and had to become rebooted.

For example, my friend decided to up and change the wifi code in the area, we had to get our own at our house. Then, the net guy came out and found out the cable structure in the ground was not completed.

I started a new freelance job for about a month and a half; and then all a sudden the boss is making somewhat sexual harassment and insulting the work I did do and he is disappointed because I don’t want to date him or sleep with him, so I left the network and took down my articles/blogs since he insulted them and and claimed I was not very smart or an expert when it came to curating things; and now has opened up two disputes on paypal wanting his money returned when it is my data, and my personal property, and hiveflare states its the creator’s or author’s data. He didn’t even get how much he should debate over because I left the original three up that I had made for the 15.00 gave me. We did not have a written, printed or electronic agreement. Basically he wanted me to revive his dead network. (Blog)

Because it is a Census year, SSI is sending around the short form for people to fill out. (2020)

2. My Counseling service has become weirder than a paranoid person at the police station, so I stopped my services with them as well, plus they refused to go on detail for the ssi people in case they insisted about my health, which is always a red flag. If humanity was hustling, it now knows why its not bustling.

We have all gone to the print service, but the printer is jammed!

I was wondering if I was in the effect of someone’s karma or if I had done something to be butt lashed about the head for.

3. Not to mention office personal, received mail for me but it had no name on it that she recognized, so she opened it to see what kind of packages they were, when they were for me and global industrial have now sent me another, which must be sent back in order to get a refund?? Then I had said to them I got the other finally and did not need another. They sent it anyway and now I have 100 small boxes for no apparent reason and no postage to send it back to them with. 🙄😑🤨

4. If Paypal sides in the others favor, I will have no way to put money on the account for refund until March 1st, and buddy knows it too, trying to place a lien on my account so I can’t shop online. Dood I still have another card I can use, asshole. Sometimes you just got to say they’re an ass hole.

broken heart love sad

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Just a brief word on retrogrades, they are not real.

It just means like us and our sun, they revolve in the solar system.

Retrograde energy does not exist, we say it exists because we have been lied too and we believe it. Just like astrology its not real either.

Quit blaming everything on something moving through space or a sun sign.

This is old regime, fear tatics and how some people want to control your decisions.

Try it, quit being reliable on sources that give you horoscopes or retrograde information. You will soon see its all a lie.

Amino Apps

Most recently I discovered which is a mobile social network application. I of course joined the largest pagan group they had. They had great articles and shit rules and shit people. Namely I guess because they are a listed amino. But you literally can’t tell people how you practice or what you believe because that’s telling other people what to do and how to believe and practice. ??? No it is an opinion. I believe in karmic law, everything we do points to their being a foundation called karma and karmic law. Evrything we have ever read on paganism, wicca, and the craft is about and founded on karmic law. They told me to keep up my post I had to post it as a disclaimer, as if it was an opinion.

This is becoming a sad world when teen – new teen witches believe there is no karma, and that older more grown up pagans have to obey their laws by posting a belief on karmic law as an OPINION.

Ego does not belong in magick. The very foundation of “in perfect love and perfect trust” means you don’t care what happens, you don’t fear and you will behave yourself when present. You aren’t going to go overboard with the magick and you won’t try to do spells that are impossible to achieve and you will behave for the good of yourself, your rep, and others in kind and just accord. I know the laws. I am reincarnated, and so on. I remember the old ways and old nights.

I. I will never stay in a pagan group that disrespects the old witches, and pagans as well as the new. BULLY someone else, bitch, you are no witch. They are detrimental some of these groups to new and young pagans who have been brought into the interest by new tv shows like charmed remake, and others, and perhaps their own awakening.

II. I ask you to ask yourself do you want to be known as a bully witch group that hurts craft traditions. Find me one book that does not have a foundation in the threefold law, wiccan rede credo or karmic law or the wheel. Why practice the sabbats because the wheel of the year celebrates what we sow and reap! What makes you a witch? Natural abilities – empathy! Telepathy! Clairsentient abilities. Not a book and not a group.

Pagans & Witches and World of Magick the traditional witch group is what I mean.


Some people just don’t get it

I was checking in with some of my acension facebook groups, such as the pleadiean group and there are people there posting about X of X planet such like this:


“I am willom of the mutrax clan of the planet system winby. We have a collection of beings known as the Zutar who shall come and rule us less we make our ascension date, at out summit at big polar windchime in July we hope to raise the awareness of the bear people. When we do this we need your energy to light the stones at the Mayar Ridge with your energy and combined networking so join us in our chat and we shall provide the way and our masters will see us in heaven. We will open the fate and humanity will be enslaved no more. Join us now..”

This need to say such a thing to get a reaction is known as ego and ego polaring.

Ego polaring is when you say something that isn’t true to get a reaction or a support to your cause. It sounds correct and of course people want to be included and join in. But they’re let down when nothing manifests.


This is because the event is private and happens for only some beings, and it isn’t complicated or a competition.

It’s not like you reach a sudden level and go pop. Using ego in this way indicates you just want to join in a movement, real ascension does not create posts like this nor do we have a desire to fit in, we know we fit in or we fit in the way we are supposed too. There really is no society, we perceive there to be a medium to belong with but there is no such thing. WE create our own reality and fake people don’t like truth that is why they think they can post anything and get away with it behind a computer screen.

Posting about doom events (outside of my own on dark realms) is also ego polaring because its always about making someone fearful. These angry aliens are going to come here and blow up our planet. All of a sudden? You really feel giddy about posting nonsense right?


amazing astronomy background bright

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#crazy-ego, #do-as-i-say, #ego-and-manipulation, #fear, #fear-regime, #friends, #life, #news, #starships