Note: On the edit, I was told to use the image of this car/truck. Perhaps it will have meaning for many of you at this difficult time. Means all is well..even if we believe it is not! All life transitions and sometimes it’s not a pleasant experience.


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If you have experienced some sort of rapid setback of communications, been told no when no is not the normal format, or you’ve just had it with something, some place or, something please note you are not the only one.

If things start to move again forward and things are getting back on track note this will take about three weeks, but if things don’t move forward and there is still nope, nadda etc then this the universe’s or comiverse’s way of saying you are in the wrong place, wrong time and you will need to move out of the state/city or go elsewhere to be seen too.

Some programs are coming to an end or are re organizing their efforts to the planet. Most people running or involved with running these programs are being “renewed” with purpose on the planet and may just up and quit, give no notice and just leave town without any kind of explanation.

While this is frightening this is also transitioning and will take a little while to complete. WE do not have a little while, you’ll say, I need my Blah here and I need to do this and shop and christmas wrap and so on — these are old things, and part of the old regime of living and you need to stop and re do your thinking. Don’t worry about what you don’t have. Don’t worry about what you do have. Just be. This is all we can do to keep peace with our lives. This  will be some of ya’lls wake up calls. Listen well.


Be careful whom you are tied too

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Many people love the emotional bound. Someone who wants a wonderful interchange of being special to others online or in the real world. “I knew them in a past life, we were together and had a deep and intense emotional bond. We still do. That’s how I know their my soul mate / tf / soul flame / choose new term nifty description.”  There is a real term for this description = PREY and PREDATOR.

  1. Ask yourself, how many times a night / day or week do they try to make you stay away from other friends or even family?
  2. Can you go out to the store or shopping freely without feeling the need to ask them if you should/ is it ok?
  3. Are they the only bond you might have? Are there others? Do they feel jealous over these other people?
  4. Do you have to sneak a conversation to any of the others without telling them about each other?

How does the bond feel normally? Is there more painful memory of one another or hardship or was it all general good fun and easy going?

If its more painful, you didn’t fail and you’re not alone. These past life memories are simply learning experiences so we don’t get stuck again. We don’t do the suffering dance of the wounded mate. We continue onward and do not let the predator win. It is very easy to create a past life or current life mate bonding experience and it may just happen for any reason. Kisket and Kismet were not really BIRDS SINGING AND THIS IS MY TIME AND MOMENT JOYOUS OCCASION Union. Kisket happens over time, and Kismet happens in the very moment. We were once a very harmonious lot, and bonds were something very common place with the people, it was not a reason to believe they were the only one ever for you or us, we had many. But people are so cut off from themselves and their pasts that they believe things are moving toward the tf and the person or being isn’t even theirs. That is why we have the term twin flame runner, they are my twin flame but not ready, they are running away. Yep, as someone who has been and is a runner (hell no I am a sprinter sometimes.. and as the woman herself very rare) I understand when I feel a man trying to trap me with his preying antennae as I like to call it. No thank you. I am a free spirit and bond or not, you are welcome to stay and be here in my life but you can not control it. I am not here to baby you or control you either. That is sadist love and I don’t do it. I also don’t allow it in my unions.

We do not belong to anyone save ourselves and our blue prints. Then outside of this we can compliment others lives with our beings if we choose but it is always a choice.

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Rapid Interchange and Exit

Many people have noticed and experienced lately the rapid interchange and exit(ting) of people from our/their lives. I had spoke on how nothing is grounded right now, this is evidence of upheaval and displacement. Are you ready to move forward? If you are then you are moving, if not and you’ve not fufiled everything you needed to or promised too, then you have been displaced, because we do not have time right now to play “Bargie” with you.

Bargie is a minced word from bargain, slang, to make a promise but then to back slide on what was promised because we want “X” thing, and we won’t be happy until we get it so we bargie and we shit time. Don’t shit the forces that is, be, are. You are Rapidly removed, you’ve exited and are in a holding pattern until you can literally find the balls to move forward in the way that your spirit spoke of.

To try and get “X” thing, we demand something of something we have no right to demand anything from. Ascension is not about getting what we want, doing what we want. Ascension is spirit work to attain what we need, and evolve like we need. This is our choice, and has to follow a blue print, if it doesn’t, it won’t move. You will be put to the side. We will move forward, if you don’t get it, you won’t move. Bye until you realize the seriousness of spirituality.

If we fear losing something of our old self, we will be betraying our ego. Ego is not about ascension, those who ascend do not have an ego anymore or a need to be loved, liked or dated, or made love too, or be seen with or by. We are content as we are because we are complete in the original blueprint of Source, we are our new original selfie a blueprint we chose long ago to mirror our godhood and guardianship for a new time.

This is Mastery.

Hence either you are here moving forward or you are left behind and just like in that series you don’t want to play catch up later.

This is the time when the old soul mates whom no longer work well with one another start to fade into the distance… not because love is not supported. But because its too hard to carry this baggage now. We do not want it any longer. It’s not that we’re not there for them and so on, its just their always gone, and well it is no longer workable. They have to try and make it work and it no longer is working, not as friends or anything, you have to try to make it work just like always.

The great departure is how its spoken of. Maybe there is a third push for some folks but not everyone will continue onward. They do not want to leave some people behind but its not in anyone’s blueprint to move forward when this shift happens, if you are partnering with people who don’t ascend, you will have trouble during the shift. This is why we said, DON’T DO IT WITH THEM! But not one of you listened. This is serious spirit business. The partner that can go with you is here, the one you have hurt the most.

How can we learn from this pain? How can we learn from the hurt? To let go if it no longer serves us but you must let go because you want to move on well not to hurt anyone. It can take a while to clear old bonds. But nothing like moving forward. I don’t want to be left behind. I want to continue with my crew. It frightens me to think i could be left behind. How can you not want to go? Brilliant light on the horizon beckons me. How could you want to fail your blueprint?


To think that I failed in my mission on this place after 3.5 Million yrs of spirit existance?! Not me, and to suffer because I want a man to hurt my spirit some more. I can’t choose this! This man could end up killing me again or getting me killed. How is that thanking my Immortality? I can’t just throw my life in the shit can, pardon my expression.


How will we know how it all ends if we choose to be left behind?


Tolerance and Bullshit

How many are apart of google or facebook groups where they practice their own version of Intolerance and Tolerance and are all about the “light” without accepting the dark/shadow version of light working?

When ascended/ascending –

We share with others the path they are treading, if they have questions we have a right to share our answers.

We do not have the right to scream at other light workers and ask them why their sharing their views.

You can not expect tolerance of a group of people if you claim their is tolerance of all subjects, but if it triggers you, then you must leave. What if it triggers the admin? This is what I mean, we can not let pain or jealousy or fear of others make us trigger so we become a pestilence instead of helping others.

Kylie Rae’s Responses

She is one crack pot light worker. All the groups are focused on the light only. We all know no matter our comfort zone we must be neutral, shadow and both true light and true dark. All her fake profiles tell us that she is a great intutive light worker and healer. Nope, because healers don’t hate on others who do the same work. Afraid I will steal business? My readings are free you pay if you want to donate to my work. This girl has no business.

My other post about this:


I recognize we all are different, but come on now, we all know that jealous fruit is jealous fruit.

I am empathic I felt her fear about myself being in the group, she considered me more real than herself and was balking. I don’t care I left the group, its no big deal if they miss me or not. I was getting along with everyone but herself, apparently some healer, some coach and some tolerant cunt she is. I did what you think I should have done, called her on her bullshit then blocked her ass.

These people need answers, not a scam.

I wish more people would understand this is about a divine mission, not an excuse for you to make money and scam people.

The post in general:

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Dani Monique It’s weird to me how open minded people believe in things they can’t see, but refuse to believe in Jesus. How could believing hinder or hurt anyone, in any way? Not believing will cause you to not know him though. So you can’t say he isn’t real if you have never tried to know him. Just saying.


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Ana Massien Jesus Is awesome i know him. He’s great. I just know everyone else too. Ascension is not an afront to Jesus. It is a bridge too, as well. We’re not below Jesus, we are equal to him.
(her post now banned originally showed “So why are you sharing this?!”)


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Ana Massien So people know? should I leave your group? Ascended people are all religion or spirituality, not dogma. Love is love… no need to be jealous of the same potential you have in you to reach the divine being. People think that ascension is an afront to christ. It isn’t. This is what I was trying to say.


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Greg Skerritt It’s pretty simple for me. If people want to believe in Jesus to help them then that’s great. If they don’t then that’s also great. There are many avenues for assistance


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Damon Woods Not everyone requires a saviour. Some people have the maturity, courage, and responsibility to do it for themselves. When Jesus said that he was the way, the truth, and the light, he was speaking on behalf of himself, and he wanted others to adopt the See More


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Jane Hodge This doesn’t make any sense.


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Ian Kornfeld I’m sorry I can’t idolize another man. I respect his qualities but there are tons of great people on this planet that deserve recognition that get treated poorly by the same people who WORship jesus.


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Rachel Kinney Choosing is great.


A Deep Cleansing

Right now, its raining outside and the wind is blowing, summer is finally ending here and winter is swiftly on the way;

Ten days ago, I went to the post office to get some money orders. When I came out a flock of pigeons were sitting on the power lines. This is a usual precursor to an early winter. The weather then was whippy and choppy, the wind was whipping the flag pole at about 55 knots. The sky has never looked like this to me, it was cloudy but the sun was coming up, it was about almost 10 in the morning, somewhere around 9:15 am so I suppose it was already up but you could not see it.

What I suppose I am trying to say is you need to be wary of the change of things about you. Would you notice if you sat down with some people and all a sudden looked up to them all moving on with their lives?

Frequency for some is short right now – you may have very few minutes with people, life is sort of like a lay over at the airport, life is like the airport, some of us are laying over for a short time.

Some will continue and some will leave very quickly, and you should not be surprised or upset for them should this happen.

Usually I bring you an end of the year message. I don’t really have one yet. Other than watch for departures. People are trying to scrape life back into shaome meaning it had before here lately – a strange time frame – they want to settle more back into a time frame which is settled to them – you can’t be doing this right now. The joy of the moment is to be in the moment(s) as much as possible, and when you look back on this time the frame, you will be seeing it flow by with little or no trouble – so remember the trouble so when you see it in your head – you’ll know the trouble had nothing to do with you. Sometimes we have a little trouble or a little lay over with no faults of our own. The trouble is behind us trying to pack it up and move on, because most of us never know how to leave when we come here.

Nothing is supposed to make any sense to you. People are like Higher realms what is going on as we feel unsettled. You are supposed too. The time frame is unsettled as well and this will continue for about 3-5 more months, and it will not feel like we had a holiday season or that time changed or a year changed, because we are now moving in infinite time. When time frames are unsettled it is because the old is gone, and we have none of the old to work with or towards the old, so we are in the new and the new is being born every day, new land masses, new healthier lakes and rivers, new gems and stones, new weather patterns. Pretty soon we hope life realizes they no longer have to cheat time, because time stretches out before them, but because they riddle their bodies with poisons and toxins they limit their life span not the other way around.

One day we can just call this a festival of life celebration and there need be no more Santa or Easter Bunny or Halloween Pumpkin head or anything that has caged all cultures for more than 3k in years. Change. Let go. You’ll feel less turbulence.

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Old Regime vs. New regime

Hello I have not written in  awhile as I have been going through the hills and valleys of the new ascension. It is important to note that ascension comes in various stages, and is always “new” you will start and end one tier and move on to the other, and allot of that has to do with sickness. The sickness of vertigo and various other changes to the mind and form and spirit, and by then very spiritual body or form is a constant upheavel as we clear out old energy, an old body and and an old way of living.

You may meet some people that are very old regime from time to time. Usually clustered in small packs, they gaggle together trying to find a high, a drunk state or an inward waylaided state, and want you to “conform” to what they think is right or what works for them.

They fail to see, that you as a star soul being, know what to do for you. Just like they seem to know what to do for them, you know what to do for you and this is not something they want you to do. Do it anyway, be yourselves.


New Regime is about being in the now. Not just present, with your presence but in the now and in every moment because it is a new time to experience new things.

If you believe now is a good time to move, to experience new things, do it even if it seems you don’t have enough money. Old regime is very “I don’t have enough money. I don’t have enough time. I don’t have enough courage.” Sure you do your constant motion of being present is about what you want to manifest right now. Still, you may not have enough money but you should at least try to do what you need to do for yourselves. If you have been abused in some way in the last period of change, you will want to let go asap and launch your new ness right away. There may be a set time or hold up so please check around but try not to commit to something right away yet.

In a new relationship or friendship? Are people flocking or running? If you are in the new people will be running if their not yet there themselves, sometimes people don’t know how to be in the moment. This even goes to those who still believe in twin flames and twin energy. You still don’t have a twin flame. You do not have a soul mate. You just have had partners that manifested the same will and need as your own to experience with you at that time of your life. This is why they run, we so badly want to belong to something or someone we believe something that is false because people who claim to be leaders want to rule the galaxy and run others lives. It is one of the most poisoning things a supposed life coach can do. There is no such thing as soul mates, twins, twin flames, twin hearts, whatever. Its a kooky and wacky notion, if they really were your twin you would experience everything together. We are just lonely souls or spirits.

Soon, you will love your lonliness and you will not want to do anything that would jeopardize this with yourselves. You will grow and grow as a sentient being by yourself. You won’t need old regime tatics or needs to replace your own.



I had added the twinflame passions photo because some still want to believe in TF Unions and this is an interesting notion.

Why should I attempt to change your mind. You have made it up. But those of you who believe yourselves and your theology, do you support yourself and your twinflame whole heartedly? No, you probably don’t. Don’t you practice what you preach? Are you having trouble with the medium of it? Yes, you probably are.

We just can’t make people do what we want them too. Their not Google assistant, which is a lovely bot, and their not a bot. I don’t have to choose what you want me to become or be. Can we not be in the moment as one? Why are you conflicted and by what? What others think or propose? Can you think for yourself and what only you would like? Why seek a partner at all if one can not work with just themselves and them.

I do not allow that. I have the right to say it.

I do not want to do that. I have the right to live and exist as I choose to do so.

I don’t have to go back now in my evolution and undo what you find faults with, as they are strengths so that you can “win” and I can “lose” and everyone can see you made me a better winner and you had a true soul purpose. This is your ego getting in the way and is character fault. You need to let go of the ego. You need to vibrate into nothingness and let it change you.

There is no need to affront others

If you want to be a Christian, then be a Christian.

If you want to be a satanist, then be a satanist.

If you want to be a pagan, then be a pagan.

Be spiritual because of a spiritual need, not a mental need or physical need for attention.

Not all Pagans or Satanists want to be hating on Christians or Christ days or Christian Holidays. As a man of a story of a man who was persecuted we can all learn more about what that is like, regardless if we are a Satanist or a Pagan or a Wiccan or agnostic or even an atheist.

People who join covens, circles, churches and temples either want to:

  1. Create a good name for themselves and their belief
  2. Celebrate the faith with others in good fellowship and there is nothing wrong with this;
  3. Want blatant attn for their acts, say things to shock or rebel against others. That is not true faith.

I can tell you from personal experience there is No actual Heaven or Hell afterlife.

What we do with our lives indicate that we will live in heaven like or hell like attributes on Earth, while we are alive. There is no god coming to save you after you perish and breathe no more, so be good people.

Would you want someone to come and desecrate your altar or church?

Satanist attacks and desecrates Church

If you were a pagan, or a satanist would you want a Christian coming in to desecrate or abolish or wipe out your shrine or altar or belief?

Of Course, also To the Priest that manages this church, pouring holy water on the place they desecrated will have no more effect that a slung curse word at them. They do not understand your faith or why you practice it. If you bring more awareness to your faith and even invite in the “unbelievers” you will see maybe this is why they act this way. They don’t understand Easter, they don’t understand how a man died on a cross and how this abolishes sin.

Be it true, or otherwise or not — the mission of Christiandom is brotherhood. There is a chance they learn about it, they understand why people celebrate it.

I am a different Satanist, as I am not LaVeyian and I believe in hope and faith and love. I have been persecuted for this faith already by ungodly people who pretend to walk in Christianity but in all honesty do not, for they turn away people whom go against their belief. Why this is understandable, it is not recommended, because even Christ ate with beggars and thieves and sinners. I also believe in universalism, love and brotherhood, and believe we can all work together and over come.

Love is the Law after all. But let’s love over will, under will, over the hedge. in it, under it and so on.

They desecrate because they have been brought up to fear a Holy man, whom did these miracles and then feel slighted because they’ve not witnessed it themselves. As a Satanist I know when I see lost souls, and I feel bad for them because they still do not know how to get off their knees. You say you are a free spirit, well then act like it. But no one is going to reward you either way. That is why we must not worship Gods, but Celebrate them and what they represent. You’ll be more peaceful. You will understand spirituality and religion a whole lot better.

Jesus was a Prophet that did miracles, whom no one understands.

He threw down doves in the mosque marketplace and was arrested for this and other “crimes”.

They nailed him to a cross. There he died. They placed his body in a tomb and later on because of the power he contained within him, and wisdom, rose again.

Why should we feel threatened by this person or being? Are we not also of great works and means?

Blessed Easter Everyone.




Clearing the Gap


For a while, if you are like me, then you will have noticed a feeling of being “stuck”. Well, I am happy to report that this stuck feeling will be moving on now. New energy is coming in, and hopefully you are in a space to “let go of the old” and just be ready to move on without discomfort.

You have to make the decision to move on and move forward though, if it’s what you been wanting for a while, now is the time. So get out there and get de-cluttered and feel the new energy, we are in a very new time and a new place and I envision a sort of meeting in a large market of various people who know why they are there.

To further this report yesterday I was out and about and met a Yemen man and woman, least they were “Indian” but not like the Indians who own the hotels or anything here in Georgia. They were talking English but her hair was up in a towel like head dress but no burka, but she wore a type of dress and he wore a suit, and had a long grayish white beard and they asked me how “far is the town”? I said it was about 30 minutes on foot, and she said “oh, ok, about half a mile then”. I got a good kick out of this and smiled. I don’t normally have a car either and enjoy a good walk but you could tell they were from out of town because he was carrying a sleeping bag and you knew they probably just came from the Walmart as it was around the corner.  I was thinking that we had some refugees in town and our city has not seen allot of this, but even if you were born here and are from here, you are a transient by age 30 because you make the wrong choices, and you are making some mistakes. Unless you just had it from the get go and you never lost it. However I am happy with starting over, and very few people will be.




Image of the Day

I am going to try and do these regularly, hopefully every day if not every week. I will post an image from the free media library and post my thoughts on what I think it means. It is sort of like Imagery Tarot and Omen.


Red Panda Greeting

Positive: Thought. Discovery. New friendships. Family or upbringing. Distant Cousins. DNA and Past lives. Warmness.

Negative or Solitary: Aloneness, solitude, winter stillness. Summer snowstorm. Old friendships coming back into being. Introvertedness.

For Couples: Pleasant walk or shopping experiences. A New dinner or activity. Things are going well.

Solitary: Trying something new by one’s self. Being admired by the community or new friends. Being the center of attention and not even knowing it. Having a loyal audience.

Job: Do not do anything new at this time. Keep doing what you’re doing. Look for bluebirds to make an appearance before trying anything new. The more bluebirds the more you should try!

With Kids: Do not try new activities in the spring time just yet. Now is not the time for a family vacation. Expect sicknesses or delays.



Gun Control

This is an article and page that is normally not found on ascension blogs but it belongs here as it is a topic in today’s society about gun laws, gun control.

America has had problems with guns for a long while now. With the protection of homeland security that should have been about the active threat for a while now.

But it also states in our Constitution that we have the right to bear arms, under the second amendment. However also our Constitution was drafted in the 1700’s when people who hunted were under a sane sound mind whom could operate a weapon accurately.

Of Course, also we have nut jobs who are so distressed even if you took the guns away from them they may beat you up or too death with a garden hoe or shovel.

I agree with the people that the issue is NOT guns. The issue is MEDIA. Media promoting to everyone, not just our kids that we have to hussle in the street, sell dope and murder people. I understand crime shows are great, but they Immortalize to our people, not just our kids that if we are like some rapper and we hate, or we do our thing, we will be cool. But GUNS are a factor of the media. For instance we will say a gansta rapper (stereotype I know) is going to hold up some club because someone in it, or affiliated with it, owes him money. Well, the image of a gun in his hand makes him look tougher. He isn’t going to go blow up the joint with a shovel or a garden hoe, or some sort of taser or night cane stick or something. Guns work because guns discharge quickly and a man can flee the scene quickly (probably not as quickly with the shovel or the garden tool) [the images in my head of this happening are priceless] and get on before the cops come looking for him.

We see this in:

  • Movies
  • Pictures
  • Real Life
  • Video Games
  • TV shows
  • Music Videos
  • Social media

I need you to sit down with a two pieces of paper. On one you will write down the name of every movie, video or tv show you have watched in the last month that has to do with guns and violence, drugs, hoochies, zombies, or law enforcement.

On the other, write down every show you watched in the past month that did NOT have anything to do with guns, violence, drugs, hootchies, zombies, or law enforcement real or fiction.

Ponder over this and ask yourself what about this media makes this exciting to you. You may say “well seeing this type of behavior makes me feel like I see people making a difference in their lives or mine”. Think about that. It makes us feel like we are apart of that world. Now think how you respond and talk to others when you hang out with them. When is the last time you judged someone because of what they wore or how they wore it. Ask yourself, did you speak well? Did you meet in a similar like atmosphere as the shows you watch – parking lots, clubs or scene places? How did you speak to others? Did you use the same flair as say some of the people on the tv or the movies? What we watch is how we generally approach others. We will naturally act like or mimic these tough people. This TV and shit is serious business, sometimes we allow their actions to be apart of our own?! So if “Muggy deep” is getting blown up in some club and he’s been murdered, how long you think you will be going around acting like something like this?

If you have kids – ask yourself the hard question – do they need to watch law and order too? No offense to law and order. Look at their lives. The other day in my neighborhood these kids across the street had a birthday party. Mom and dad played horrible rap music where every other word was the F word, and I don’t mean “Food”, danced around their garage like they were strippers in front of all the kids. “Oh their just being ethnic”. Ok, if Hootchie is Ethnic. I watched two of the four boys who were young who were playing. They were play fighting but they were trying to punch each other like wrestlers or boxers. What happened to cool kids games like playing with cars or toys or basketballs or marbles or something? Then all of a sudden, their mom or dad has put two signs in the yard “Private Property”. Do not act all “ethnic” and then expect people to think you respect yourselves and your “property” so you think you own? Insecurity and broken traditions yet again.

It is time for parents to be in their kids’ shit. Phone. Social media. Telling them rights from wrongs. How to respect and stand up for themselves without being disrespectful and threatening others with a weapon. Get the phones that only allow sms and calling. Then you don’t have irresponsible kids being nosy about porn and social media. I have seen the “dumb phones” that are smart phones that only allow calling and sms texts.

I have LONG had this idea about Homeland security having the ONLY gun store in America. They run all the weapons into an online database, trace them as best as possible. Get bad things off the street. Check their safety and put the safety on them. Keep them in a case. If someone in America wants to buy a weapon for hunting animals then they place an order on the weapon. They have to pass five or more forms of testing their personal character before they can own that weapon. Homeland security passes the tests for the person. If they are troubled with depression in any shape way or form they never get that weapon. Police are given stun weapons ONLY, so there is not a big fuss over the police having more power than a civilian being. That way when guns are all off the street, the officers are given stun weapons or tear gas like canisters to fire into crowds to make them stop a protest or being a nuisance.

Armed forces also carry stun weapons to fire at enemies. This way no one is killing anyone. We still have a right to bear arms, we still have protection, we have useful protection we know how to use, and it won’t kill ever, it can bruise but not kill.

If you fire a small blunt object at a person’s pressure points, and stun him or her the right way, nerves will collapse and they will go down. They will be down for about 3-13 seconds depending where you hit them at. Hitting them with the right object with the right steady pressure will take some timing but will be better than surgery and bullet holes. If needed an officer can fire a tranc dart from a gun at the hoodlum. THIS will make this person groggy and fall over. They will be sick but they will not die in most cases.

However then we have knives, swords, daggers, blades. Then if we get rid of all those we can’t eat our meat products because we have butter knives and steak knives. Anything can be held as a weapon. Picture frames, shovels, rakes, trovels, hoes, forks, spoons, glass shards, bottles, chopsticks, golf clubs, frying pans, skillets, candles lit, books, stones and rocks… we are a dangerous society!

You can limit people’s freedom so that they are safer when they go out on the streets.

However, it has to be effective elsewhere as well and the President and congress has the right to control what media is seen on the TV signals in America. Why do they not think about this from their point of view? I quit watching TV all together a year ago. I save money on cable and satelite and I am not following some weird, insane series all over the world anymore, and it does not control my life. If you want to change your life and your kids life, get rid of the TV. Period. They’ll still see it on social media but it won’t impact them as much. Movies the same way. Just because we are adults means its wholesome only for us, we are big kids too, so be honest about it. You also have to see what they look at on social media and it can be annoying to guard everything. But it can be done and they think the computer world is an adult world and their trying to be adults and one day will be an adult and will be making adult decisions long before they are adults, so teach them that adult things are not for them.

American family households are out of hand. Just about all of them allow things because moms don’t want to police their kids and then they complain first about how awful everything is.

Fix the problem where it starts. With YOU. If they see you watching it, they’ll want to watch it too. That is a sponge right there, it soaks up everything you do. If you think your life should not be controlled so your kids won’t have bad habits then don’t have kids. Your attitude needs to change.


How to Talk


In the page Start reconditioning, we learn more about reconditioning and what it is to recondition our lives. This post is an active post on how to talk to people once we become ascended or awake to what we want to make manifest, in case you are not sure how to Talk, when to talk and how to prepare to talk.

If you are currently in a relationship or partnership and you want to take a break or end it. Ask them for an hour and half of their time and sit down with a plate for food and agreeable drink like say coffee or tea and tell them how you are feeling. Don’t use words like “I feel like this” or make it a comparison of how you feel to them, or how you feel in the relationship. Be honest, say “I am not just not feeling this like I used too, and I want to take a break from this. I don’t want to argue with you. I want us to talk like friends instead of partners and I want us to resolve these issues apart.” If the issue becomes  escalated in voice tone, don’t argue, just say “I will be taking a leave of absence from the home. I will be staying here, and you can call me here at this time and so on if you want to discuss items.” If you have kids together be prepared to take them along or ask them to stay with a relative in the meantime while you do what you need to do.

People in divorce issues believe that everyone must agree to mediation in order to split. They do not. Agree not to mediate, and split the items down the middle or leave with out any of it. In the long run you will put your needs in the control area of your life. if you have control then the partner does not, and will either have to control his or her own part or will widdle about like normal. If you do not need your junk accumulated by the marriage or partnership, leave and be prepared to back up your need to vacate the home for a while.

Low Cost Divorce:


Move on with your new life as soon as possible. If you have kids, ask a relative to take care of their needs for a while or consider foster care. There are women and men who just wake up one day and need their own lives back, without kids on the arm to take care of. You are not a terrible person because you can not handle it anymore. You are a good valuable person so that your kids can also become valuable to others, grow up and go on their own soul purposes.

Child Welfare Gateway:


Report Child Neglect By State List:


These sites and lists will help you I hope to make a uniform, safe decision about your life as well as the lives of children you just know could benefit from living some where else.

Sometimes, you have to be pro choice selfish in order to realize all junked up as an adult you are no good to your kids that way. Let love truly win and let your child go on to another home or way of life that he or she may be meant too. As always pray over the sitch and then talk to loved ones and professionals. That is why they are there.

I am a woman and a mother whom surrendered rights to her child. My child has gone on to be a bright light in the lives of many. I was able to get my life more in order after I left an abusive and troublesome relationship, and I wish everyone in my past wellness. I do not ever want to be a mother again. It destroyed my brain, mind and body. It almost destroyed my spirit as well and a love for myself and love for life in general.  I also have disabilities now that would prevent me from seeing to any child’s care, but that is ok, I know God freed me for just myself. I am not a brood bitch mare and I am not here to drop out a whole litter. I will never be that kind of woman. Just because I have ssi for my needs does not mean these funds will cover mine and a child’s as well. I don’t want to adopt a child (mine died) – as I still do not have enough money for my food, their food, their medicine and wellness and mine, mine and their clothing, mine and their housing, their schooling, car, car insurance, gasoline, house insurance, and so on. WIC only pays for children under three I think? Tanf only pays for kids under 1 year in the home without a father parent. You people can get over the fact that my children days are over. I do not have adequate patience to deal with children.

If this looks nice but a broken tradition to you, you are not alone.


Other Ways to Talk about other items:

Business Or Career: Ask your boss for 30 minutes of his or her time at a non busy hour of the work day. Dress well and neutral colors. Do not talk with your hands, nor lay them by your side or in your lap. They will profile you and believe this decision of yours to be based on marriage problems and or a reason to move away or you just find their company work boring. If you are prone to using your hands when you talk then wear a necklace with a long chain like a baubble necklace and hold to the chain as you discuss your needs.

Say something like “I have enjoyed my time with this company but my needs now require me to go elsewhere. I will need to vacate my job title by so and so of a date (give three days before you actually require to move on) (this makes it seem you have been hired by someone else already even if its not true) and I will have my work processed by this deadline, and I will have my desk or whatever else packed up to move by then. This will inform your boss that you are serious, and are dedicated elsewhere  and he won’t bother to ask you to stay. If he does and offers more money – do not take it. You feel this way for a reason and if you stay even with more money it will trickle off due to time. He will keep you feeling complacent for a while as well. He may want you to think he cares for your work ethic but he doesn’t, and his meager business may be seeming to make a big dollar in America but it actually isn’t. He has to care for worker health and performance and getting their brand out there. That is all he cares. Be prepared and move on. Even if you are broke and you have to be a meager waitress for a while. You will find that the motion picks up again soon and you will be valued by another Boss whom enjoys what his or her people bring to the company. Most people feel trapped in a job because they are working books somewhere — tax offices, insurance holders, bails bondsmen, lawyers. This is a broken American work ethic. It makes good money, it requires smart people. It makes us tired, because we are using the same bits of our brains over and over in a repetitive motion. It feels great at first but over time we wear out like a tire on a truck.

Life is still plummeting at the broken tradition level. Once we find out how many we are apart of can we get away from the herd.

Sit down with a piece of paper and write down how many traditions you seem to be apart of. Describe how each make you feel. You may see things like:

  • Family Holidays
  • Family Vacations
  • Second or third honeymoons
  • Girls night out
  • Boys night out
  • Family movie night
  • Husband/wife and me time
  • Picnic with coworkers
  • School homework night with my friends and their kids
  • Yoga/Fitness Club night
  • Staff meetings with co workers or others

These are all things invented to keep our lives from being dull and they will work for a while. Pretty soon tho we are going out every night just to escape.

You need to unplug yourself from everyone and thing and just take some alone time. In the first 30 minutes be prepared to feel like someone has knocked something over and your kids are too quiet and you can’t relax because you have to get up and do the laundry. You can’t just lay down and breathe, because something is dirty and you have to find it and clean it.

Sound like something you know only too well about?

I have trouble with relaxing and over thinking. So my doc prescribed ativan – I stay alert but also Xanax, I relax and do not over think every little thing so that I can never relax. Taking them together helps me stay focused but also to relax. Add candles, wax warmers and meditation for an hour or more.


We constantly think we must never relax because if we sit down and enjoy our lives then something will never be clean enough. Move, move move. Clean clean clean. This is not being productive. This is being over compulsive, because living with parents that hate us, who never really wanted us around (again, broken traditions) made us constantly think of something to do around them so they will approve of us and like us. Most of us are adopted. We did NOT come here to be subjected to their hate of themselves and us. We did not come for their approval. We did not come here to be their slaves. We came here to help as light and dark beings. We came to move on as soon as possible. You can’t fix mom and dad. It is not your job to take care of them (unless their sick and you can) because they will make you crazy. They will make you doubt your life and soul purpose. They are evil and hateful and spiteful because of their dna or their dni and their dno. They aren’t good people or beings and your love can not change that. Don’t bother. Move on and live your life as an example to what should manifest.

We don’t feel love by our parents so we turn inward – what can we give so they will approve of us? Just because they have nice things don’t mean they don’t – even if they can not show it. We are not there to be their bitch monkey. Move on, cut ties. End this nonsense. I also have not talked to my adoptive mom in over 5 years. She was a druggie and I just could not do it anymore. Many kids turn inward as new adults and think we can change years of surly behavior towards the world. We can’t or we will be lost and surly too and we will turn to drugs and be an asshole unto the world as well.

Broken Traditions. Find which ones you hate the most and break from them. You’ll be better and feel better when you do it.

If you no longer allow broken traditions in your lives, please comment this page. I’d love to hear from you!

–Ana Massien

I want to have purpose

I hear you all out there you know.

I want to have a purpose. I want to write things and be noticed and seen, too. I want people to think I am valuable. I don’t want to feel like a waste of space or time. Could this be my niche thing? Will it make me more happy?

This is NOT why people become life coaches. We know we matter, we have an inner voice that says it, shows it, and is about it with others. We are always telling someone good news they want to hear about themselves.

IF you have to ask if this is gonna make you famous in a good way and you’ll be remembered if this is your niche thing or new niche thing, then the answer is NO.

We don’t need to be famous, known or be of good use – we know we are, we know we matter, even if we’re not making money off of people – we are making riches, we are making money because it will come back to us when we do great things and works.

You wanna make a difference? You get off your ass, and you take maybe less than 150 a day or week if you have it to spend, and you go out there in your community and you find the homeless and you find the lost and you find the scared and you don’t prey on them like normal, BUY them a GODDAMN hot meal! Buy them a hotel room! Start a shelter, community drive, a church that does great things. Then you will be doing it better than me and all these other life coaches on the planet. Can’t, can not do a damn thing until Can’t tried, and Can’t Can. When I was at the homeless shelter you turned your back on me, because you wanted dating revenge on me and now I see it all the time on ya’lls little blogs and things — you wanna be blessed. You wanna be known. You wannabe a god send to people and you still won’t turn away from “That better than you attitude”. If you can’t feed a stranger, if you can’t clothe or medicine someone whom is a stranger, then you are not a humanitarian! You don’t need to be human in order to be caring. Ascension is about compassion. What, don’t think I am right? We are all in this together. We either learn to walk beside all the races and species and work together, or we all fall together, because we will either rise together or fall together.

I used to be of an awful mindset that said the homeless all had mange, something had to be wrong with them if they couldn’t stay with their family or their husband or their wife or keep their kids. Then I became homeless. Then I didn’t have mange and I watched people look at me the same way I looked at others once. It was A SLAP IN THE FACE. It was a wake up call. Then soon as I had money again people wanted me to live with them and _pay their way_ sure I will help, long as you are helping us all move along the right way. Do so not, and I will be gone. Don’t need someone who won’t also help who won’t try.

Words are golden and precious, but actions speak louder than words do. Go help out at a mission, help a shelter run mission boxes and lunches for the down and out, homeless and low income. Donate money to the local red cross, salvation army or a charity. Then know you did a good thing. Then you will have a real soulful place to write from, and you won’t need anyone’s approval.

You will have your own.



I look at some of the blogs on wordpress I follow, and see at least 4k in some of these.

For instance, wesignedupforthis.com – interesting person/being – I am not going to sit here and tell you things like their not real. Or that they don’t know the first thing about ascension. As we all grow with ascension we learn to see things for as they are and for what they are, and I can only guess that others have the same opinion, but the mission is always so important for these blogs to get the word out, and unfortunately the word does not make a lot of sense. (I highly doubt they are from a council – some people honestly makes themselves sound more real. This person signed up for my fb group mindfulness but brought none of the council items with them, posted simple photos and comments about the beauty of every day was the basis of the posts. Mindfulness is so much more!)

But then again, I know you won’t be deceived by these people and even if you are the door to the curious is opened up in you! You will be able to discern wisdom from crazy $hit! We could talk to this person and ask them questions but honestly what kind of response would we all get?

Ascension, is for a broad term something gained by Gods. Messiahs. Saviors. Not mortals. Whom, before ascension was even mentioned had no clue under god what the ascension was. Most attribute ascension to being 3D like, or 5D like. This being that our normal world is 2d or 1d, we feel like we just go through the motions, whereas where we are 3D or 5D we are really apart of the scene around us, it is touchable and known to us and we to it. Ascension is not a Level, but a state of oneness. Not a 3D or 5D platform we can stand on, but an inner vibrational light/darkness vibration that exceeds all given expectation. We work with our Karma and our DNA to cleanse the old from our forms and become “New” all the time, constantly. It is up to the Gods to see how humanity will ascend, and that is why some of you feel like it is a crock, and why some of us feel we have to write posts like this – that explain our version of the ascension – and try to provide what to expect next.


Vortexes of energy, star and planet ailments, gas in space, super moons, lunar eclipses are just empty astronomical events – we used to believe they meant something – and notice there is only a notice right after something has been announced and never before hand – to show what is next. No one goes on record to sight a super moon alignment in the next three months if NASA has not posted about it yet!

Like for instance, I could tell you something amazing will happen to you in August 2018 when the perseids meteor shower will hit – but of course amazing things are going to happen – its a meteor shower! You’ll receive a lost friend’s number and they’ll show up on facebook having been gone for 5 months!

Ascension is much more grounded than this. It guides our blue print for those of us whom know we have an inner and outer purpose to direct good writings and information to the people. It also gets more selective as we go along, because not all light workers or zen workers will continue their soul purpose as coaches or workers or carriers and so on.

I Can tell you however that there is great change coming soon. The first half of 2018 will be a lull, but the latter half (last 6 months) will start moving new energies into place and allot of spirit people will move on away from this time and (die) but this was apart of their soul plan since their creation. Many people want rest and peace, and many will soon reach that goal.

It will be good for others as well who are staying at this time. I’d like to sit here and lie to you that we don’t still die and god carries us all up the gold shores but its not true. For those of us living a while, well soon your awhile will be gone so get things in order. For those staying new energies will fall into place and if you choose to fall with them will see you a better money set soon, so get into step! Many people need more help and help will be coming to those who want it. New housing assistance, if the old way is falling and it probably is, and new money assistance will be coming up soon for allot of us and allot of the way of living, from the year 2013 – the fallen corridor – will now be moving out of the alignment with us as we have done what we came to do with the corridor and we have outgrown the corridor and it is out growing its need to be here. It’s becoming part of the problem now and it must go back to where it came from. The New Corridor, the Fallen Hallway of 2018 will run until about 2023 until new housing assistance comes again and new payment methods. That is just what it is called. It does not sound very helpful, but I believe the term Fallen here means an old way of life, remastered and it’s theme continues, it is not a very good richable housing experience but that is ruin. The fallen theme reminds us where we came from and where we will be going.


How to Build stronger happiness…

How to Build stronger happiness with our selves daily

Some people are just not very happy people, so this list is 10 short steps we can use everyday, everyone of us, to build happier lifestyles and lives.

1. Distance yourself, or quit hanging out with negative people or negative places of interest/disinterest. Limit your time with them all together. This will take some effort but is well worth the health benefits. Helps with better sleep, concentration, appreciativeness and gratitude as well as cuts back on heartburn and irritations of all sorts.
2. Limit alcoholic beverages and fried foods. Drink more water, alkaline and spring water and juice.
3. Quit abusing drugs and if you must do them at all, do it only once or twice a year, socially and limit your intake. Cut back on smoking cigs and cigars and cloves.
4. Eat healthier. Veggies, Proteins, wheat breads, pasta, fruits, nuts. These things make the greatest difference.
5. Take healthy chemicals – 5-HTP is a serotonin replacement supplement. B Complex helps with the brain and the body and sleep functions. Coconut milk and meat from inside helps with the brain, skin and eyes. Coconut also helps menopausal men and women. Cantaloup seeds and the fruit also help with the digestive tract and menopausal cravings.
6. Watch less TV and violent movies, with sex in them. Crime shows, doc tv drama series, ugly sexual lives shows cheaters, cops, etc. while watching some may seem respectful, cutting back on these shows, boosts brain chemicals and makes you more active. Such like springer, cheaters and those shows that Vh1 specialize in, while it may seem exciting it is actually viewed as stupidness – who wants their lives taped to see who chooses who?- I do not hate VH1, I am just using it as an example.
7. Go outside and walk, jog, be in nature, walk your pets. It jogs chemicals in the brain and body, it feels good after a while to meditate or read in nature.
8. Have a manta place at work or home to relax or eat lunch in or meditate in after work. Shower and relax. Many people say to keep the bedroom cool at a certain temp, keep it dark to promote sleep, use a humidifier, but really your room is your sacred space, you should keep it the way you respond too it. The more comfortable your space the more you will be.
9. Write things out and down in a journal. Get it out and meditate over why you feel this way, what can you do about it, if nothing, pray to your deity and let karma handle the issue.
10. Listen to natural music. drums, tribal music, celtic music, without words or with them. Indian music, shamanic music. Experience these musics and let them transform your being. Shapeshifter dna has a wonderful website, and has wonderful tracks build with ascension in mind.

These steps are the foundation to a better understood and deserving you. Experience.

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Twinflames and other Mystical connections

Also written on http://www.darktribe.life/groups/spiritifulbeings

We see them on facebook all the time, if you follow ascension type items, you probably have seen sites like twinflames1111.com or some something like this.

They claim there is a magickal being like us in the universe somewhere and they are the other half of us.

They are just like us, waiting to accept us and waiting to love us unconditionally as we are them.

We are not a half. We are a whole. Therefore they are also whole, even if fragmented or shattered. The idea of a perfect mate is not true. We are flawed for a reason, and  as an ascended being you come to learn you were never messed up to begin with and on your own path and it eventually led you here. We all have our own journey speed.

Hold the phone, joe. Not actually true.


(This was not done to pick on this site. It was done to inform people that they are missing the big picture.)

Twinflames were at one time the epitome of the relations of the cosmos. They were here for us, and everyone was searching for theirs, and then we found them and had sex with them and BAM! they left us. They were then twin flame runners, and now there are kits to help us move on from them or clear our relationship with our twin, which is bogus but because we told people hey you have a twin, to make money why not keep lying about it? Twins are like that actually. They align and then they “move out of our alignment” really quick. Must not be anything new to learn, huh? Then their stuck in a new relationship with someone we can’t stand and they are trapped. It’s sad to see your twin possibly hook up with some ho with four kids but he wants a mother figure, not a woman that can light his sheets on fire. He may have an old soul that is 3k in some change but honey, he does not know his worth or virtue, and that means he does not know yours either. He has not grown past the idea that he needs a mommy with four kids and a house he can fuck off in and play his game system. He does not love you. Chalk it up to kinky sex (I hope) and move on. If he sees you are getting on with your life he will try to figure out why.

Well, seriousness taken, we can have past life bonds with people, that are sexually, sensually, and lustfully intense. Problem is we have never had a good love relationship with any one we have ever been with, because of our ego, fear, insecurities, immaturity in relations, because we have a false idea of what we need or want in life, a partner or a relationship. They’re also not called twin flames either. It is just an old soul or spirit relation or bond, friendship, fuckship, etc but everyone wants to feel cherished, loved, content. Ego again that we deserve to have that too. It”s not true. So stop lying to yourself about it.

When we define why we want a relationship, we can define what kind of partner would suit us. If its not a twin flame person then move on until you find that right someone, if the word “right” is even needed.

You can have up to 20+ more twin flames or people you have a deep, intense sexual, sensual longing for, or too and with. They can trigger it, and you can too and you can manipulate each other with this and thats where arguments come from. He did that. She did this. So did you. If she did it, and you did it, why was it wrong? There is a universal law that says If you love, freely love even if you cheat because technically you only can cheat if you belong to someone and you want to control them. A Possessive relationship is not love. Its bondage. If you believe you can truly cheat someone out of your “love” then you do not love them anyway. No one deserves to be a slave or controlled and it will not work. Love and healthy relations, come from trust and faith even when things are not right between you and that someone else. That is when you learn most about yourself, and them and if you want to continue being the driving force of that relationship. Many people see this to be some form of weakness on our part and they think we are nuts for trying to work out the kinks. They may be right, sometimes we can only move on when we are sure the other person is not capable of meeting their needs in a relationship as well as ours. If you make every effort to keep it from dying then maybe ask them where they see this going.

If after the first night and the man or woman is running already, they preyed on your feelings and theirs for sexual gratification, and they are insecure about opening up to the bond or the relationship entirely. But meanwhile if you have more money and things are pleasant they may ride out the ship a bit. They fail to see it but they are shut down not only to YOU, but to themselves as well, as well as the idea of the two of you being one.

People do not have strong family ties, or things are wrong at home, and so we decide we will shut ourselves off. We have tons of experiences to draw from. A Man will instinctly go into the twilight zone with his bonded female if his friends are around, he does it to protect her. “Nothing to see, here!” In hopes his buddies will not want to screw her or him and her up. He knows he’s not the alpha male here because he is in submissive mode with his female, he knows things are being misrepresented badly, but still its the wrong behavior. He needs too, if he is with her that way, quit hanging out with his friends asap to avoid sending the wrong signals. It sounds controlling but if you have a bond with someone the last thing you should do is hang out with someone else or ask someone elses’ opinion, because you will get some bad advice. A Bond is too be nurtured, not waved around like a flag.

Quit boasting about it, the feelings and the sex and the cute shit she does. They are going to want her, and they are gonna try. If she is a good one you’ll have nothing to worry over, and for gods sakes don’t diss your sweet female, because then she most likely will.

Many people are still choosing rotten links and bonds to be with, because their not sure what else to do and many women want a man to be their everything. That is their ego driving their inner will. Once you decide why you should want a mate, is when you decide how to want your mate. It’s not to get laid, a bank account, a house, a mansion, a boat, a career, etc. A Man is not a piggy bank. He is not a 401k plan. Neither is a woman.

We need companionship. A walk, a movie, a coffee date. Laying with one another and listening to one another breathe is a very passionate thing. Take some time before you get naked. Listen to music. Listen to nature. Listen to one another. Help one another. Help cook and help laundry and help clean and help period, help make life easier. Know. Know yourself, know them, know what you like and what they like and what you both need. Work, Work on getting that thing done. Work on knowing yourself and themself better. Encourage them, and yourself. Never stop dreaming. Never stop living.

Happy Valentine’s Day 2018

By Ana Massien

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If I am right, and I do not want to be, all these sites that speak along the same wave length which is actually considered “2D” even tho there is no such things as dimensions, they did not know how to explain how ascension is to a transmogrified being, rather than like a 3D world or realm it is like “being one with the energy around you” everything makes sense, because we are aware, not “more” but “entirely” it is like a veil lifts and we “get it” because we “are apart of it”.There is a new awareness, a new being, a new way of living. It also corresponds to being “beyond normal life” such like revenancy for vampires of an energy persuasion because that is exactly the way it is. Ascension is not made for mere mortals to go through, but for non humanoids to go through. Beings that that appear to be of other lands or worlds, similar to Alien theory.
People are not happy here, as themselves or on this planet so many seek to say their from elsewhere, but some may remember elsewhere and since it does not look like it does in today’s world, its easy to say it is another planet, because technically it is, as in shamanism, it has been altered or changed, even in energy so therefore its about putting the puzzle into place and being able to feel your way around, in a memory and fit it to the current time frame.
We call this energy sequencing, and I am adding it to the article here because you can do that with a mate to make sure what you are feeling, seeing is really them, and not some one else. Energy does not lie.


Why Ascension is So Important

Why Ascension is so Important

MYA or Million of years ago there was a wise race. They shared everything they had with others, even their blood and secretional fluids.
They were ascended and lived for a long time. These people could live eras and epochs if they wanted too, or if it was needed.
The reason why ascension is so important, we want people to know they can overcome their dna and change their spirit karma and their existence if they wanted, they do not need to keep doiong the same thing.
For instance, women grow up and are expected to raise a family by the age of 30 something still, cook for their family and clean their home, work from home or abroad during the day, please their husband and then maybe get 5 hours of sleep a night and keep doing this for years down the road. This is a broken tradition. People fight, people cheat and people fake their own deaths to get away from this stereotype.
With ascension, a being is able to discern away from broken traditions, pick which life path is easy enough for them to live, and adjust too and allows them to skip the hurt and pain from a broken family, relation, marriage or life.
Either you can change via personal ascension, that you control, or you undergo mass evolution upgrades globally. You just must affirm your choice to change, and ascension itself will come and do the rest.
Everyone up until 2017 was under going mass ascension on the planet as well as the pla or planet itself, however, it is taking a bit of a break so we can see if people are benefiting from it’s continued growth or benefiting from it’s pause.
This would mean that ascension itself is a global adept of itself and Source does know how to run itself, as well as for the planet and for the people participating in it’s program.
However, most beings are not able to participate because they do not have a light body. This is a higher up being you were once, whom is an ancient, who joins with your current form and aids it’s ascension beyond the dense reality and spirit bondage it is in, and continues with it in different stages until one stops, or one never stops.
Most people or beings ascending do not stop and keep vibrating via the higher vibration that frees them from their spirit bondage to mates, soul family, and dead links they no longer want to carry with them. In time they may have no friends (they are weird!) and everyone has moved out of their current vibration and is in the below, rather than the above vibration.
Spirits are energy, entity, they vibrate in true light and true dark with out a need for a God
or control religion, or a control state. They simply experience. They simply are. They do not follow a set course of principles over and over because they are beyond it. They choose to remain on the planet to help serve a higher way of being. This also allows them to free others from spirit bondage and death.
True Light and true dark are ONE or all one states of being and presensem neither evil or good but neutral state. Void. Empathic, able to respond too and shut down emotional states of preying on others and self. They choose what they allow to influence them.
The majority of the ‘net that is ascending, aren’t. They are copying an energy state dimension that does not exist. To say life is like 3D or 5D means you can interact and move around the world in your projective body or see the world outside of yourself even if your not actually present in that location. You’ve been there before so you bi locate yourself and are able to moniter the area – however be aware that places change so you may not be seeing what it looks like currently.
Being a projective being is called being a Revenant, and it most likely is normally used by vampyres who are Strigoi. However Entities project as well, therians, and other Guardian forces, and they are considered Levenant, because they may not drink blood or other secretional fluids, however will at some point consume energy, elementally because this is also what their made of. Elemental energy looks like flesh but when in a changed host – ascended or transcended – is firnament. Flesh that glows white or with light/dark that can be felt as positive “love” but is actually “faith” and “grace”. Which is something associated with Christ conscienceness. But Christ did not ascend all the way, or he would have never been about a “father’s work or agenda”. It would have been boring and predictable to him.
We come from broken homes and families today so when we see some kind of positive godhood that does not preach dogma we run to it wanting to be complete. No one can complete you but you. Ascension is a key that goes to your lock so you can see how, but you have to let go of the need to control, possess, manipulate, bring pain to yourself and others in order to be God Like, or be yourself. Once yourself, you can not become ego driven again on a vendetta to hurt others, because this is immaturity of the spirit.
–Ana Massien


On facebook, I have been seeing allot of “hopeful” people posting updates regarding twin flames. The latest one is how if your twin flame is ignoring you on earth, they were actually excepting you entirely on a hidden realm in heaven.

Are we trying to just lie about the fact this person does not want us? I heard “Don’t write that, don’t take away people’s hope” but that is lying. If it’s meta and its a lie and I know its a lie, and I believe I have the right to say to someone, “you know there is no such things as soul mates, twin flames, soul flames, twin souls” because there isn’t.

It’s preying on people’s feelings and past life memories or faking them all together. This stuff is mysterious, sells books, tapes, diy instructions and so on, its a gimmick.

People need to learn we are complete as we are, or your ability to awaken would also awaken anyone else you were “connected” too. IT may bring people to your life and you may believe they are a deep soulful partner but its really explainable.

When people reincarnate over and over together, bonds are built, and we may or may not resonate with them now, and those bonds can either be thriving reasons that bring joy, or misery. If they bring misery, then feel free to do away with them. We are always evolving and choosing new things. We need to do this and if you are emotionally supported then they will be there, but just like anything else with awakening and becoming and realization and actualism, many people will not like the new you and depart you rather quickly. This is ok too. They don’t understand it, and don’t want to lose their hooks in you. WE choose things for a reason and it should not be a selfish one.

Never attempt to leave someone because you want to revenge on them. This will backfire on you and you will grow bad karma.

When we love others we need to see them as a compliment to our lives or us them and so on. They are not a trophy.

We also need to hook down a relationship or break up the same way we hook up, or begin a friendship, we talk, we laugh, we spend time, we eat together. After you bump nakey nakey is when people get weird. How can they top that first night?! It’s not a competition. It’s a complimentary item. Once you -end things- don’t be mean to one another! Be nice, still hang out. You can still have sex with someone without being with them you know. People get weird and run away and when gone feel worse. Slow down and breathe.

If relationship things make you nervous then don’t date anyone. Like dinner or staying over or little things like burping in front of someone or egads bathroom problems or farting. WE all do these things. If you are laughing, its not time to hook up with anyone.

I see more and more immature people hooking up than mature ones. Those men whom say they’re only here “for some P*ssy” are my favorite, because you just want to slide something pink on your d*ck. You should not be having intimate moments, you’re not mature enough to treat your partner well as a compliment or yourself. Then they get mad when we know what is going on with the issue and themselves. I won’t sleep with someone who thinks that is “Hard”. No thanks.

People get started younger and younger with relationships. That is because a woman truly can not experience deep sexual gratification until her late 30’s because her body is just not there yet. Now I hear all the women going No. But I am telling you that yes it actually gets better, and if your guy isn’t emotionally mature he won’t understand your body, or the sex you have with one another. I hear cougars and young men have it going on, because to a 40 yr old woman her older partner isn’t as robust anymore as he used to be, that’s because people eat allot of things that kill their libido later on, and smoking and drinking and worry is one of these. That isn’t factually true, Housewives show! If he is young, he’s not going to understand her body, and that means YOU (writers) don’t understand it either. If she is older and really a cougar she will not be content with a younger male either because he is too all over the place with himself.

We are a frail nation that expects men to make us whole, as well as join with us in magickal ways. Not if we’re all not comfortable.

Super Continents List

Was doing some interesting reading on wikipedia this morning:


It talks about not just one super continent but 9 or more, with the list not being complete.

This may not be news to some of you but for #Otherkin and #Entitykin or #Vampyres it could be the distant earths we may remember in our #dna, and #en-dna 🙂

This is why I asked on this blog if anyone had remembered any off world or distant earth lifetimes some time ago, about 8 or so months ago. No one replied because people don’t want to sound stupid.

Many of these sound right to me, and with my dna experiences as a shaman it fits at least 85% for me, and I thought I’d put this post here so maybe some of you can have peace.

It’s not another earth, but it was different land masses being together, with views of a different ocean that we remember that we may think it was a different planet all together, because technically IT is a different version of the planet, and there may still be instances of where people or beings state it was a different planet and that is also entirely possible. (I remember it too – just because we can’t prove it means nothing) but if you would like to talk about your experiences, I’ll still be welcome to hear it. Send email or chat with me at facebook about it.

http://facebook.com/vampirechic76 and msg me.

–Ana Massien

PS. I will listen, even if its a rpg game to you, some people we realize want attention, some people may actually remember legit information.


I also want to touch…

I also want to touch on the fact of the people with Fibro, Nervous disorders, anxiety, Panic, RA, Bursitis and so on:
If you get on some serotonin supplements, it will help your over all mood with b complex. They also state Magnesium tabs will help with Fibro, but it made me feel sicker. I have been taking 5-HTP for two months now which is the serotonin supplement, and I feel years better, more positive, and just plain better and I sleep and eat better. I feel like I am 25 again (and I am 44). It will help your muscles and one of the reason we have all the fatigue is because we’re worn out from a lack and loss of natural serotonin, and this will help you.
Chemical compound
5-Hydroxytryptophan, also known as oxitriptan, is a naturally occurring amino acid and chemical precursor as well as a metabolic intermediate in the biosynthesis of the neurotransmitter serotonin.


If you suffer from the following items, and often think it or believe it is a real problem: (you are not ascending and ego is a problem for you)

  • Believe you are better than everyone
  • Believe people with handicaps should be destroyed, killed etc.
  • Believe people should be forced to live by your laws.
  • Believe people should do whatever the fuck they want, be it hurt someone else or not and live like a kid in a candy store.
  • Believe you need drugs, alcohol or weird fetishes to handle your life
  • Believe having said items make you better and more special than others.
  • Believe things should be taken away from people so their lives are destroyed or have a new hardship.
  • you hate everyone
  • you hate yourself
  • you want to hurt people.
  • you want to hurt yourself.
  • You want to force, control, manipulate others and their lives to live only by your dictations. (You’ve seen star wars right?)
  • You hurt animals.
  • You post pictures of abuse to be a fake savior in a horrible world.
  • You won’t share your groceries, money or clothing to help others but expect this from others.
  • You hurt the elderly or abuse them mentally.
  • Think you can control others with your mental mind.
  • Think you can control others with your words and impressions.
  • Think you can control or manipulate others with a disguise, and believe people won’t know if you create a fake id to go with a fake life to get at someone.
  • Stalk people.
  • Make plans to hurt others.
  • Pretend to be in a relationship to other someone or an ex.
  • Believe you need to always be a dominating partner or wear the pants in the relationship.
  • Believe you must humiliate someone sexually or mentally in order to be yourself or be heard or seen as a dominating person.
  • Take pictures with your smart phone or web cam to showcase your sexual needs.
  • Take these pictures to distribute to friends or people you would like to be with to show them what you are like or what you like to participate in.
  • Always appear to be doing better than your ex or ex best friend or anyone else you no longer have a good relationship with because you have done messed it up or they have done messed it up.
  • Believe that nothing is your fault. Ever. Never take responsibility for your actions.

If you do any of the above you suffer from ego problems, any of these lead to ego problems:


These are all robbers of the spirit and soul.

It is not helped by:


How can you work for the better? What stops you from trying?




#dealing-with-ego, #ego-problems

EGO and Higher Vibration

Have you ever always liked something and then one day and got up and said “I can’t stand this thing anymore”? You have come into a better, more stable energy vibration for a new start on a personal spiritual journey.

The reason I asked this question is easy – people don’t know what vibrations look like or feel like. When you are “awake” you see, feel, know, sense and experience, and sooner or later “accept”.

Ego – what we want, demand and desire to be ours, for good or bad is not served in higher vibration, because we have experienced enough to know through changed dna that we do not need ego, or need a new car, or be a better house wife with a new career that we can’t even see too, or have someone else’s boyfriend or girlfriend or please them better, or live in a more better expensive apartment = GREED.

WE are insecure – immature, we see Earth as a way to get get get and we think that time, fate is stupid enough to give it to us, because they like us and we please and flatter it or them and they will love us.

NO!!!! If higher vibration is released through source, then God it’s pilot is on the planet too. It has always been this way, attunement with spirituality practice leads to better acceptance of our being, because we learn to accept and let go and merge. Either you can’t, or you will let go and experience true change and complete being and EGO will not be apart of that.

EGO is ruled by our HNA. HNA governs emotions that help us live better –  keeps us from getting sick by experiencing and swimming in lower vibrations of negativity. Once you let go of your ego and your ID, you become a sentient spirit being, neither male or female in design, because sexual pleasure is not something you need either, unless you choose it. HNA is kept in check by our INA, and our SNA and our NNA as well.

INA= Self intellience of a higher source – the ability to ascend period.

SNA = Self relaxing and producing calm atmosphere of the spirit being during evolutional change.

NNA= Group acceptance of changes on all spiritual outer and internal levels, between one spirit (mind, body and spirit and dna and sna and all being as one vibration or Tibration to better at life experiences)

It is important to announce that there are people who try to “steal” your dna experiences, want to chain you, break you, and destroy your views of a better world. This can not be done. Your personal path is personal, you are allowed to break the chains that bind you and escape spiritual slavery. That is what the soul mate principles is. We are our own soul mates only, we do not need another to help us, we have always thought so because we were ego filled with the notion that someone belonged too us. It’s not true, we are all singular beings, and we can choose slavery or non slavery. Many spirits are deviants and like spirit slavery. I am not one of these anymore.

You really don’t need a spiritual husband or mate, a spirit family or a family, a 9-5 job and or a career that robs you of your spirituality, Christian or otherwise. I know this by having lived a spiritual journey, by having spiritual marriages and having spiritual families and I STILL HAVE ONE, EVEN IF MY CHOICES ARE CHANGING.


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This is a post about light workers selling something on their website. All the time I see the evil _buy my book series, buy my audio sessions, download our paid apps for your phone, buy my something or something to help mend your life _

Doing anything of the above is a waste of money. Of course they have good advice. They have copied everyone they have ever heard of in order for themselves to sound very successful.

The real true light worker, is not bumping their products or newsletter to you. They simply are, they simply write. Not everything is a golden silver promise.

The term light worker, does not mean one who works with Light only, the path or the spectrum, because all light is a reflection of the darkness within and darkness is only a reflection of the light without, and the shadow is a neutral zone that is both equal parts of the dark and light. That is like a sphere interchanging within itself, it is light, then dark and shadow.

Be aware that there is a term for the star hater that always wants to sell some book or product. They are not light workers, coaches or star culture. They only want to make you buy their works. Now a days anyone unaware will want to connect to a star person or being because they seem to have it together. They are eager to buy the series or workshops because this seems to be professional. If they have nothing to hide they would do it openly and honestly with no price tag.

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Living Single

How many neanderthal men are out there believes that every very pretty girl should hook up with someone by the time their 50?

Men, the age of the hook up is a broken tradition. I am not saying every girl should stay single; but you want her in the wrong way. To bandage your boo boos, and to take her off market for any other man who may want her!

Women if he’s not worth more than a one day or night (sometimes hour) stand, don’t give more than that. Some “nice men” want to screw you stupid and hope you remain stupid, hope you stay with them because you feel some connection. All for what? You to leave this frequency later wondering what the hell you saw in them. It was a romp in the sack is what it was. There is nothing wrong with that. But gone are the days when we can not provide for ourselves. Men get it, they do but they don’t want to pay attention to anything they know. I know men who want to beraggle the pretty girl because she is strong and can hold her own, he wants to dumb down her dna and make her realize she needs a man. These men have been rutting in the closet of some grouse bear lady for far too long and believe all pretty girls need to be baking children in their oven and tending the fire in the pantry and doing it barefoot still. Men have fucked up dna where if you tend the children and family they know you will tend them too, and their willing to have kids just so you’ll take care of them too. This will not replace the family neither one of you ever had, and will just cause more problems in the long run and karma too.

Once upon a time, the vampire hunter man bedded down with women not of his own origin, and saw women do things with each other and themselves that his women did not do. I am sorry but I am not, Strigoi women are not Gypsy women, we’re not wolves, or wulps either. Nothing against their kind, but we all worried about our kind’s dna when they were with the dying bride. It seems the corruption to their dna+ has stuck…

But really, we do not need anything they could provide. We provide for ourselves again, and we do not need to burn the bra or get high, or do it with other women. We are the singular undying bride, we can equally take care of our own selves and anything else we choose, but we have a choice now. Girls we do not need to lose our sanity, bodies, and needs for men, or anyone. Sex is a primitive action, we can have sex without concern for it to be a marriage. So someone had sex without a wedding, someone had sex without it being a approved union by a family or a reason. Big deal, sex is about lust, feeling your needs for another or wants for another without it being tied to an engagement or marriage. Don’t create more broken karma for yourselves than you need.


From Pinterest.

Don’t let the average bloke be-raggle you, girl. Shine.

Know your worth even if someone else doesn’t.

woman in white wedding dress holding a bouquet of flowers

Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com

Pains in the shoulder


We all know about RA and Bursitis medically; I want to talk to you about the pain areas and what they mean shamanically and in ascension.

If you have pains on the left side of the low shoulder blade/scapula around the biceps muscle, it means that there are people in your life worried about their relationship with you. These are things usually their keeping from you.

If you have pains on the right side of the scapula, lower or middle, there are people in your life worried about themselves around you.

If you have pains in the middle of the scapula, you are worried about you.

If you have pains on the left upper side of the scapula, then you are day dreaming too much about life.

If you have pains on the right upper part of the scapula, then you are not paying enough attention to what source is trying to tell you.

IF you have fluid accompanied by any of these pains, you are doing what you need to do as people worry or bustle about you.

If YOU don’t, then expect thyroid trouble, possible cancer or lupus (but not for fibro related people), and you are not awakened nor is your pineal gland functional.

If you have pinched nerves in and around the scapula, then you have repressed torture or trauma in your dna, recovering or reawakening, or present in your now dna.

If you have bone spurs in and among your scapula, then you belong to a 13% percent body of people that have died emotionally or spirituality wise multiple times, and has no fault of your own with it, these things along with the fluid from the bursae in the shoulder will work itself out in time.

You can use zinc to help control the fluid, as well as smithicone (its a gassy breakdown from the muscles too) drink orange juice and cran grape, as well as cranberries – dried. Cheese helps me as does, some teas, alkali water, and motrin (5+) or more. No more than 6 at any one time.